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love the weather tonight, cold and chill~ i like the feeling of walking against the wind. SHIOK AH.
eh, do you know something? i cannot stop eating once i get home! eh, very bad you know. eh, so late already i snack alot hor, and eat nothing but carbs. eh, i think i want to die with the name as a Fatty chic man.

no no, if i continue to eat in impluse, i will be a Fatty CHICKENN, and sell to the slaughter house and get slaughtered. oh wow~ so Fattylicious. good for curry chicken, some part can sell to KFC for deep fried. some part of me can sell to the hawker and be part of the delicious Hainanese Chicken rice, or i can be a decorative and yummy chicken floss on the buns in Bread talk. so versatile! like not bad right?!

the juiciest part will be the tummy and thigh. the head cannot be eaten, chop it off to feed the dogs. the chicken breast, ermmmm.... not advisable to go with food. so you can cut it off and feed the sharks. the hand can be used as chicken stalks as soup flavouring. i got big feet, those who love stew chicken feet, you are in lucky! it is not just big and also smelly. but is as tasty as smelly toufu, so you betcha love it to the maxi!

oh yea, dear SHEENA thank you for your concern. i am still Fat Chicky alive.

i am in the library at 3.20pm. it is a crime for me to be lurking in the school library on Tues on this time. you know why? because, this is the time that i am suppose to be in the class...

you are right! i skipped class, kinda like a partial. today is my elective, Production design. the first day of the class, i knew that i have choose the wrong module. IT IS DAMN BORRRRING.!!!!
Production design is all about the study of the theater production design. we study the importance of the props, the costume, the different kind of scenes in the story and everything you gotta know about production design.

one example of this kinda of theater performance is Phantom Of Opera. heard of it? if not, another one will be the Cats, or the Dim sum Dollies. this are some of the examples of theater arts. yea, so we study them.

i been doing badly for this elective.... :( but i can't drop this elective, because no matter what i still have to complete 3 elective by the time i graduate. i don't want to waste time trying to complete my elective next year.

next year will be my final year, i want more time on my FYP!

it looks more like a dick have grown the wrong side..... or like a umbellical cord.... or...a piece of shit? it looks like everything else but a tail? hahahhaha. interesting...

i realise those friends around me who work, we all share one thing in common. which is, whenever when we don't need to work, we just want to linger at home and have some PRIVATE TIME on our own. simply because we have been serving people all day and feel so drain. like you have been giving and not receiving anything back for yourself. like some kind of retreat or something.

i am going to rant a lot, feeling a little bombarded right now-

just home from cell, and i can't rest my mind from school work, my Portfolio and some other commitment that i have outside school. this new month of November i am only schedule to work 8 days in this entire month. i am rather thankful that i see more empty slots this month for me to sort things out.

life is a continuation, is not like when a new month came and your body shut down for a day and get all recharged and feeling new. I'm kinda having a hangover from the overwhelming October still. my body is still lack of rest. i wish i can go for a holiday soon, to rest my body, mind and soul from all this work load. i need a break from this busy chain.

i can't find the energy to start on my portfolio yet. shit, kc just reminded me about attachment. this is another big headache. my suck up school don't arrange attachment for us, we have to look for our own. arghhh....! SIAN AH. i am coming in late for school practically everyday, I'm like repeating my attitude in sem 1.... this way, i'll never find myself an attachment. OH NO!!!!!

crisis! crisis......!

Vain

1. excessively proud: excessively proud, especially of your appearance
2. unsuccessful: failing to have or unlikely to have the intended or desired result a vain attempt at persuading them
3. empty of substance: devoid of substance or meaning

i don't know, some people is not up for me to judge. they are looking for love, what seems to me is seeking for security or some kind of self assurance? they move on from one love to another so easily, and each time they call it love. yes, i think love at the first sight is love. then again, how long can you love him for his appearance by just knowing him barely 14 days? oh well, this is love isn't it?

love is a mystery, so cheesy, easy, weesy.

Durain is "smelly" enough, imagine durian vomit.

the entire day of today, i've been running back and forth the toilet. according to the doctor, i've consume some dirty food that causes this upset in the stomach. back ache, queasy feeling inside my stomach, fatigue face from vomiting, cold, best of all- i can't control the urge to shit. everything was involuntary. :(

i am feeling much better now. the diarrhea have gone, so as the sensation to barf. my lower back is still aching, feeling both mentally and physically feeble still.

yesterday was my my elder sister and mum who got this disease. little Chevelle is having diarrhea for quite some time. seems like this disease is contagious. this whole drama starts early this morning when i was about to prepare for church. that was when i felt this strong sensation to barf- durain vomit. the smell really sucks.

time now is 9.16pm and i hadn't consume any solid food except for the medication. i didn't dare to eat, i'm afraid to agitate my my stomach and i'll start vomiting again. i am hungry...i can feel my stomach growling...