OLIHUA

yesterday i reported to work, all prepared for the worst. i put on my waterproof eye (so i won't cry), my open doors ear (so the words can enter from one and exit from the other), a stone heart (it helps to fend off all emotions). lastly i put on a cool looking 'mask' (with no expression).

i was ready to go.

and the answer is, i am no longer part of the Night Safari. i feel that my manager is someone with high expectations. a sotong like me is picking things up slower then the rest, and making more mistake then any new comer can ever afford. sooooo, "BYE BYE~"

she got a point about me not fitting into the position as a cashier. i just started working for them and i already have a accumulated shortage of $150 within a month. that is like 3/4 of my pay. last month i earned only around 200? yea, do the simple math yourself. my earning is so pathetic isn't it!

she pointed out that i look tired all the time. i am tired. i believe i am not the only one. just that i show it more obviously on my face. sorry, i am not good at disguising them. "your hair is so messy" she will always say. do you know one of MY quote is, "It is okay for my hair to be too messy, but it is NOT okay for it to be too neat."

i think one of my greatest struggle is to keep one job and like what i am doing. otherwise i feel like i'm labouring for the money. i want to earn the money and enjoy the process. i don't want to feel like a slave for it.

my holiday is coming. flea market is packing up December! this makes me excited. THEN again. i am out of job. choice 1, either i make full use of this holiday to come out with some great works that can go into my portfolio, or 2, i labour for money.

Time. very bad management of time. this time, i think i need to take a break, and think really carefully what is more important in my life right now. alot of thoughts to sort out....

i got the most rocking hairstyle in my entire life. the only spoil spot now, is the popcornsssss. -.-
trust me, is Oli Rocking Ocking Good :D i LOVE IT TOO MUCH THAT I CAN'T STOP TOUCHING IT :D TEE HEE~

i'll post up a nice post product photo of my Rocking Hair after i cyber zap my popcorns away. i don't want to spoil the picture. unfortunately i can only perfect The Picture, but not the Reality.

that's all folks!

this song brings a nostalgic feeling in me. there was one period where i go all ga ga over this song. that time i was constantly thinking of someone whenever i played this song. well..... it is really silly to think about it right now, IT'S BULLSHIT!!!!!

there is just to many coincidental... that makes a triple Shingz Combo.




this is the link for JH's birthday photos :D

i overslept this morning and missed my Cash Handling course conducted by my workplace. my manger was mad over the phone. in the back of her mind she is probably thinking i went clubbing last night therefore i couldn't wake up this morning and said i will get it from her. Shingz. get what? banana split with chocolate topped with whipped cream and cherry? or a loads full of shits? Shingz~

Paranoiac Shingz.
that was the first Shingz that happen to me the first thing i opened my eyes this morning.

mad with her paranoiac Shingz, i storm off to the living room to find something to munch my anger away. that was when i met my second Shingz, my mum. she overheard the conversation and she started telling me off about not setting my phone alarm clock. SHINGZ. i have set my alarm clock alright! i don't know why it didn't went off! my phone is an insane, how i know why the alarm did not goes off?! SHINGZ~!

don't point your finger so fast, i feel accused!

a sudden burst of adrenaline to run, but it only last for a short 15mins. tsk, why is healthy habits so hard to build up? like having a regular workout, waking up on time, being punctual, and sticking to my diet plans? you might see me eating fruits in school everyday, but the actual fact, i am trying to balance out my unhealthy eating habits at home. i take snacks as dinner!!! AH-HA, now you know why..... ;)