Today

Bus stop is alwys the first station of the day. it Is like the first place that i'll go, the starting point and the ending point of my day journey.

Feeling a little xtyghkbv because i see so many people all dressed up on a Sat ready to enjoy their weekend but i was in my uniform on my way to report for work. Sian la, of course. i keep telling myself, "Olivia, think of the of the beautiful numbers when your cheque come and MAJOR FLEA-ING after that!" this is how i keep my mind my life alive when i feel paralyzed to work. :D

Awesome weather

unlike the usual hot weather at 3pm, the weather now is quite chilling~cool. :)

recently i have been shopping on http://www.solestruck.com, looking for a peep toe wedge. there is just too many pairs that i like but i'm restricted to only one. this is going to be my first $100 and above heel, i need to choose carefully.

childhood talks on the bus with Jingru was great. our childhood have definitely mold us into who were are today.

today is Thursday, normally the day before i'll have sleepless night burning mid night oil rushing my design. this week i choose to take the easy way, i choose leisure & sleep over stressing about my design homework.

i had too much milk and cereals, my face feel so bloated now. i went grocery shopping 2 days ago, i bought stuff that i really love and i really eat a lot. i'm always the one who finish 80% of the cereal my mum bought so it is only fair that now that i'm working i should top them up. judging by the rate i eat them, i finish one box of cereal in a day, i can eat it for breakfast, lunch and dinner with milk or without.

i seriously need to control my intake especially when it comes to my favorite food. i must learn to eat In Moderation!!!! F- A - T!!!!!!!!!!!!

if you have an Iphone, download Cookie Dozer, this game is so addictive! i just hate that the "cookie generator' take so long to create one cookie. okay la, is only 30 sec, but it seems so long. hahaha. i think cookie dozer is more fun then coin dozer!

Mustafa experience

for the last weekend i was deployed from Marina Square to Mustafa instead because the sales was bad.

Mustafa mustafa...
where do i start?
i was lost for the first day of work. that place is like a huge ants colony. ALOT ALOT of items not to mention the crowd too. i was trying to find my way round Mustafa my first day, i tell you, all the blocks look the same! the supervisor show me around like the staff entrance + the clock in area and my work station, they are at 2 different block. or was it the same? i seriously can't remember, just TIKAM laaaa! :D

my colleagues now are all Indians. at first i thought i'll be left in one emo corner, i'm the 2nd chinese there apart from that guy selling china phone. but no. all the staff there are very friendly and funny. sometimes i might miss their joke but i'll just laugh along like i understand.

the way they work here is pretty laid back i'll say. at Marina square i need to do alot of Hard Selling to the customer, at Mustafa that is not the case. all i need to say is "Video very GOOD! Got MP3, RADIO, ALL HAVE! Camera very GOOD!!!" that is it! hhahahaha, that was what i was told to say by my Indian colleague! HAHAHAHAHA.....

they told me the more i talk the more they will ask, and most of them just enquire and not buying. keeping in mind that most of the customer there are foregin workers from India & Bangaladashi. english is not something that are very good at, simple yet precise words will do.

thank God for the counter that seperate me from the crowd, it can get really intimidating when a whole lot just crowd around the glass panel to look at the phones.

being there, i witness alot of their culture way in showing brotherly love towards each other. hold hands is nothing, hugging each other waist like how a couple will cuddle each other is common too. i am fine with that, the thing i can't stand was the part they adjust their discomfort in the crotch area right infront of you or sometimes scratching it....

*roll eye ball to the back of my socket, can't bare to see it*

it was so gross.

apart from their culture openness, i am cool with everything else. it is very easy to close sales in Mustafa, i sold 20 sets just on Sunday while 5 sets on Sat. ;) the promotion is ending.... means my contract is ending too. :( i like the pay, easy job where can i find promoter job like this again?

Grandparents

when i was on the bus, i was caught in the middle of this group of people. i was kinda sitting in between them. at the beginning i felt irritated when the elderly on my left talked to the lady on my right, i was like thinking why would you want to sit so far apart to talk? i felt it was a little inconsiderate because they were both raising their voice and i was caught in the middle.

it was only on the later part of the journey that i found out this group of people was link. they are sort of a family. infront of me sat 2 kids that belongs to the women on my right and the elderly on my left is the grandparents because the kids address them as "ah gong" & "popo". behind the 2 grandparents sat another 2 elderly couple. they were all chatting happily about their day, the whole conversation sound like they just got picked up from the airport and probably and blahhhhhhh....

the kids were snapping photo of the grandparents, they were all chatting and smiley. the grandparents were the most chatty ones.

being among them i can feel the closeness of this family between the grandparents and the grandchildren. they all seems to enjoy one another companion so much, something that i thought is going extinct in our society now. the normal scenario these days, the elderly always look so grumpy and they are normally on their own. their conversation always sound a little depressing. even if they are out with their family, they look like a maid! carrying their grandchildern bags and look so wear out or just at the corner by themselves. like so poor thing. well, just my observation.

i was staring at this elderly wrinkle skin. it reminds me of my grandmother who i haven't seen for so long. i miss her wrinkled skin, i remember i used to touch her skin it felt so soft. i miss her.

i don't know about you, but when i see a couple of elderly walking together my heart will go like "awwwwwwwwwwwww~"

It is like a drug

i had a great fetish in snacking on nuts. NUTS! like almond, cashew, pistachio, walnut, raisin.... NUTS! i know i swear to myself that i'll never touch Carmel Nuts ever again ever since i worked for them... but now i am hooked. every minute i'll think of it and WANT to eat it.

all this nuts is nut expensive too. i can finish one pack within an hour. i eat it like a meal. this is nutty, i know, but it is like eating potato chips. even though you already feeling full, but something in it that makes you reach for another and another and another till you finish the entire pack. then you'll rub your stomach and whine for finishing everything and feeling guilty for eating so much. -.-

i can't help it! 

those nuts is that addictive!

oh do you know the PT promoter job i am taking on is not even 1/2 tiring at all comparing to all the other jobs i've work before? i want to Thank God for locating me in this outlet, because everyone is so nice to the promoter, the people there is so friendly. best of all, i can do my homework there when there is not customer and play games all the time!

thanks to technology, Motorola came out with XT and Milestone which is equally compatible and competitive with iphone. this is what i play with from the start of work till i knock off. i surf net, play games, blogshop with this phone! once i travel around the world, i went to Tokyo Disneyland, i went to see the Great Wall of China, i went to hunt down Eiffel tower and check out New York City with their in build GPS map powered by Google. the pictures are super clear! k la, not like you can zoom in till the extent that you can see the roots of the human hair. the most you can zoom in to is a view you'll see from about the 30th floor. not bad right?

k, that is just something i do to pass time at work with the amazing phone.

you must be thinking i must be the promoter for Motorola, YOU ARE WRONG. i am the promoter for LG, i was hired to promote their Cookies series phone. they do have a life set which i can play with, however they didn't provide any SD card or SIM card. i can't access the net without a SIM, or play any music as demonstration how 'loud' it can go because there is no SD card inside. how dumb.

that also explain why i don't play with the phone that i am suppose to promote.

la dee dum.
bye~

Quick update

this morning when i wake up i wish i was a guy, because wearing a bra is troublesome.

my presentation really suck today

i contemplated going to school today 

because i didn't do my work, 

i did, actually... but not well done.

i feel embarrass to present them.

anyway i turn up for class and my presentation lasted for only 5mins.

preparing to get another C or D from faci.

Design Studio, is only the module with the most work to do

and the only module i put in all my effort to do it

yet my bloody faci keep giving me a C!

it is so damn demoralizing!

i feel entirely not myself today. 

not in a bad way.

just not that chatty, not cranky either.

more quite?

after school i found out the answer to my qns.

my DA YI MA (menses) is here!

i realise there is a warning pattern before it come.

i'll have 1 day of no break out.

the following daysssss, they will start popping out like some mob flash on my face.

sight.

this period is the most depressing. 

hokay. i need to get to work on my UT design now.

:(

Shingz balls

scare the me out of me. i changed my laptop password today in class, just now when i tried to switch it on, I FORGOT THE NEW PASSWORD THAT I'VE CHANGE IT TOO.

yesterday was my Mum's birthday and we had a little DIY BBQ right outside my house along the corridor. we use the normal aluminum tray as our pit, when the charcoal got hot, it burn a hole right through it! My mum save the pit by placing some tiles at the bottom to cover up the hole. pit saved, BBQ continue~

Great day. yes it is. but i did-no-work yesterday. this week i am PACK, with 3 Magazine cover idea sketching due on Thurs, as for my PD (portfolio) i need to churn out something for my advisor by Thurs, and Fri is my due date for my UT (understanding test) Magazine ad design. basically, i need to get most stuff done by Thurs. Tomorrow (Wed), i am meeting my FYP we are going out to do experiment which take place in the night.

i need to find time in time.

by this week, i have decided to get my hair coloured maybe trim. k, i don't want to type already. the whole world is in the soccer frenzy. i seems like the only one not knowing what is going on. wellzzz. i donch caressss ;)

aiyoooooooooooo, just look at those dark circles! SO HUGE!

that is not the purpose of this photo.

i am showing you the large patch of black that have grown out.

I blog most when i feel like i need to rant

Yesterday was a deplete...

working in a temorary build up tent in a unpredictable weather is real bad. especially where we have clothes on hanger outside of the tent, when it rain kc and i just have to rush in between in bringing the rack in and cover the table of jewellery before the rain gets the better of it. in the short 5hr i think we go through this motion to and fro about 2 times?

beside the drama when the rain comes, there is pretty nothing much to do. just laid back, do crowd watching and serve the few costumer that come. the caucasian women that hire us put it, "its something like a flea but a more high class one''. touting is not very ideal? i won't want to 'lay long' on top of my voice either...

Attica was a pretty dismay, i thought i'll enjoy, i thought we'll stay till the club close like the usual. no. my sis & friends went in @8pm where the OMG party start. by the time i went, they had already partied and the alcohol have set in and wear off. the side effect have kicked it, they are tired and want to go home. i went in for about less then an hour or just an hour and we left.

:(

i know, so sad isn't it? thankfully Vic work there, my entrance is free. otherwise i'll stranggle my sister for that. at least i get to see how Attica was like, my first time inside. not a very big place but they have A LOT of staff. A LOT. hardly see any female staff, one at the entrance another i saw as a sercurity women and she is a old aunty. no kidding. i didn't even drink much, the vodka craneberry was diluted i wasn't even near high. Oh~ the R&B Dj was cute ;)

the music is okay...but you know what, i just didn't drink enough. once you're high everything is good. ;) when we were about to left, we still have about half a jug of martel mixed vodka with juice my sis made me drink all. because of that i finally feel the kick of the alcohol, but we left! -.- i was walking around with only my eye area red, like a odd looking masquer with golden hair with asian eye. you know how ugly it is when a small eye went red, it looks swollen and ewwwwwwwwww. just imagine i smear pinkish red eye shadow on my entire eye area like some wayang monster basically.

soon after the supper at BK whoopper bar we cab home, the alcohol was still taking effect on me. a little light headed but concious. i tried to sleep with it but i was still having the adrenaline rush. toss and turn in a bit before i snooz out.

share this link with you http://adelinemai.com/photography/ive-got-the-blues/ that i'm looking at now. Just look at those natural blue eyes. so beatiful~ i like the guy with the emerald shade best.

Tumblr update! sorry for the spam in twitter. i was updating my tumblr of my sketches to show my progression for my advisor. ahhhh~ i still owe my Thursday faci an Rj. hell to rj.

in procrastination of doing the REAL work....

i don't want to write the report............

Wed my Nes Day where else but home

Tumblr update!

just one poster that i have finally completed. i might rework it again along with the other works that i said i feel like reworking. for me, once i 'feel' that i have 'finally' complete one work, is like a rock that i've finally can put down. for the past 4 days i keep 'fan' over this poster. this is the exact same poster that my advisor comment it was too literal. :(  not well done enough. i feel that it is lacking of something. something,.....just something.....

my advisor gave me a new idea and ask me to work on it. a way more better and interesting one i said. That- gimme me more time, if i got spare time i'll work on it on my on coming 2 weeks of holiday along with my new assignment to design for a series of collectors stamp. theme is based on Singapore of cozzzzzzzzzzzzxzxzxzxxxzzzz. they are all going into my portfolio, so gotta make it as polish as possible.

this morning when i wake up, i hope i woke up in some nice hotel. just dreaming that i was on a holiday.

sadly no, woke up in my room @3pm, now is almost 7pm and my day have JUST started. tomorrow is my Portfolio review 2! i got a lot of drawings and research to do, otherwise i'll die tomorrow. 

& just a quick update about yesterday-

one of my friend ask us along for a short film screening @ old school. all the short films are done by foreign producer. that was an insight, for all the young aspiring film making ones like some of us. not me, i am not entire into it. but i don't mind being a part of the crew if chances come along. the process is long and tiring, but when you see your film on the screen and people actually appreciate it. you'll feel that your effort is paid off :)

after, a group of us went Timber and sabotage Zec as the birthday boy. he was invited on stage to sing a song, Collide. which he gamely did with a lot of enthusiasm. HAHAHAHAHHA! we all have a great laughed at our seats along with some beer, awesome thing crust pizza (i super love thin crust pizza!) and jumbo wings. Great food, great entertainment. caught the last train & bus home. 

well, come to think of it i think i was the one who eventually sabo him on stage. we were all SMS-ing in our song dedication. so i send "Airplane by B.O.B from the Bithday boy". that was the when the lady goes  "ohhhhh~ there is a birthday boy...blah blah blah...." before that the lady had already greeted us just as when we got seated cos we were the largest table there. she was asking if we were having some celebration and we joked it was Zech's brithday. :) get the story now? it was all a prank.

k, got to do some work now. 

just a timely reminder for myself.

eat only when you are hungry & eat MODESTLY. otherwise FAT face & FAT everywhere.

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Don't feel like doing anything now

do you know what suck? is when you put in so much effort into a design only to realise your concept and idea suck. this really suck.

my face really balls up today. i really don't know what is the reason for the swell, it's an on and off thing that happen frequently. -.-

roll on, merry round face

i am sitting in the school library now after meeting my PD advisor. after talking to him i feel enlighten a little, because he helped me to identify my strength and weakness. i really needed to hear that.

i showed him the cultural poster i'm working on, feel weaken by his comment. "Too literal" he said. this itself makes me feel like committing suicide. when you get this kind of comment, it simply shout " YOU ARE NOT CREATIVE ENOUGH" yea, i know. my idea is very cliche. :(

feel too weak now to complete my work. might just present whatever i have now. :( 

piss out. bye.

Sunday is not the same again

i've not been going to church. can't wake up, this is my excuses. though each night before i sleep i told myself i must wake up for it. the following day i just give myself excuses and slept in. :( honestly i really want to turn my Sunday back like how it was in the past. where i meet my cell people, sitting together praise and worship God together. things changed. :( no effort from my side, only wishful thoughts. not enough. i really want Sunday to be like the same in the past.... when i'm typing this, i can picture Jing discouraging face and tell me this "talk only..." haaaa. yea... useless talk Olihua, like how you always say you want to be punctual for school. you may really have the heart of Wants to achieve it, but no effort and action seen. talk will only remain as talk.

:(

boooooooooo

the sun, the weather looks beautiful & sunny outside my window. here i am bother and being self absorb. self conscious... my elder sister said i had a pear body, undeniably-yes i agree. i have realise this long long long time ago. pttfff. very disappointing because she added in order to have a pear body it comes with a small boob and she go on and draw similarities between her best friend and me. both her best friend & i are small chested heavy bottom. this is the thing about being women, having a pear shaped body is bad because it makes you looks bulky and clumsy, above all- fashion like high waisted, tight jean/ skirts are a taboo to us. screw you pear body.

this is the only time that i wish my body proportion will switch, the small petite boob to the bottom and my humongous butt to my chest. having a bigger breast is better then having a bigger butt because at least you can  flaunt your big asset (cleavage), unlike a huge butt, you just want to hide it behind the cotton.

booo boo boooooo. give that a triple boooo.

ironically, there was once i went all heck- care and went out with a high waisted vintage purple pants with a tuck in black spag & deck in heels waddle around Orchard in the broad daylight. yes i know, i'm crazy much. my huge ass is all out attention seeking. so huge that you can't possibly miss it especially that light purple pant simply emphasis it further more. haaaaaaaaa. I'M INSANE. come to think of it now, i petty all those that walked behind me cos my unsightly huge ass have just turn their day green- Disgusted TTM (to the max).

i'm sorry, not sincerely. HA! that day i was really bother about this pear body thing. why a boobies gets a thumb up and a huge ass gets a kick out? like why can one flaunt a huge breast and feel proud and confident but a huge ass needs to feel embarrass about it- just because of the social stereotype and how the media portray what is sexy? so i took the dare and went out against the human perception of beauty. result? i don't know. HA. I-Don't- Care.

dare me again to wear the same outfit to Orchard, i might think twice now. told you, i was really out of mind that day. you can try getting me a little bit tipsy and try convincing me again to take the dare. ;) i might even go bare. HA, joke. never in my conscious mind i said.


woohoo, that's all folks
gotta get back to my design work
more eye straining to do.
yesterday i don't know how many hours i spend doing my design, but i remember my vision went blurred before i knock out on my bed.

see ya.

Tight

woke up @ 3 plus in the afternoon today. if not for the call from Jing, i might sleep till 5! 

woke up for 3hours, watch some TV show eat and 6pm already. 3 quarter of my day gone. Jing call and ask me out, but i rejected because i needed to work on my poster design. i feel bad for rejecting the outing, i never/ hardly reject any outing with friends. unless my circumstances don't allow. i am not talking about staying back home to study, but like i'm sick or i am going out.

ahhh... this annoying poster i am working for one of my module, Design studio. i really crack my brain on this Problem- "design a poster that reflects on cultural diversity and people of Singapore".

first is the technology, i was thinking to draw it out on paper and get it scan and after trace it out with illustrator.
the problem is, very troublesome.

second, go straight to the point, draw it out on illustrator. the problem is, IT IS SO HARD TO CONTROL YOUR STORKES WITH THE MOUSE! not even Wacom makes drawing easier. ptffff.

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my mum just came back with ta bao food from my grandmother's house. i am feeling very full to sit down!

just gave some thoughts to my future career and the me in the near future. i am sort of complaining for having to sit and arching my back, spending long hours over the computer. frowning and stressing over my design/ concept/ ideas, whether or not my design convey the message across.

having to eat walnuts to clam my stress down and balance the bitter taste out with raisin. soon you'll realise too much sweetness from the raisin makes you gag. i'll eat walnut to 'remove' the sweet taste and the cycle continues till my stomach is filled with walnuts and raisins.

why walnut you may ask, it was a coincident. i was working on my design and felt so stress and feel like taking it out on food. something hard like biscuits? on a second thought binge on biscuits is fattening. i found some walnuts on the table and thought they have the same hard properties. and wowlaaaaa~ experiment succeed. walnuts did effectively and almost instantly remove those stressing brows on my forehead! :D

relax enough, i need to get back to work. Time IS running OUT.

Woohooooo

(i don't know what to title)

i don't really want to talk about my FYP. feel like hiding my head under the water and go for a swim  for awhile before facing all the banana apple orange mango pineapple again...

scratch that.

 stress.

just done updating my Tumblr with 2 poster i've done. not satisfied with both my works.... i'll rework on the UT poster again.

*warning! both poster are very LOADED, might cause headache after/ during viewing*

i like the noise that is happening now around my house

there is-

music & noise coming from this group of boys doing B-boying at the deck, 

the cracking sound from the mechanics at the fitness corner, 

favorite hangout for the healthy-elderly-wannabes.

and

there is music from my radio

some random barking from the dogs.

silence

the weather is totally cool.

my feet feels cold on the marble titles

feeling calm

though my head is not.

somewhere at the back of my mind i'm worried about my FYP & PD

ayeh, just don't want to think about it now...

that's all

roll on cheese buns.

Oh no, my high fever killed Thinking Cells

today in class i don't seems to be able to visualize a thing. we were doing perspective & figure drawing today. we were to think of a posture and draw. this isn't hard isn't it? but i can't seem to work my brain to visualize it. :(
highly suspect my high fever yesterday night kills many good cells. :(

i am still sick since last Sat, Sunday morning i woke up i feel weak, feverish, giddy, cold...for the entire Mother's Day i spent it on my bed. Most to most, i wake up for 5mins to eat some medication then went back to sleep again. My most tormenting day since the last time i fell sick.

now still under medication to suppress my fever, develop a cough now, hurt my throat from coughing too hard. Took so much medication today that is enough to make me drowsy. i fell asleep half way when my Faci was showing us a tutorial video on how to draw perspective figures. i drifted in and out of dreams in the mid of of my UT (understanding test). i can't stay awake! i finished my paper of course, passing it is another question.

No matter what, Mum is still the best

talk about mum, Mothers' Day is approaching isn't it? i would love to bring her out for a dinner, bet all the restaurant will jack up their price on this season. plus, i am not working now, my wallet feel so blue.

yesterday my sister called us (siblings) home for some 'emergency' meeting. aiya chey, nothing really mind blowing. my mum and sister went to see the lawyer yesterday, my mum Finally decided to file a divorce with my dad. my sister want to hear from us, how we feel and all. i was chilled, even my sister was surprised about my cooled appearance.

well actually while i'm on my way home i had mentally prepared myself by praying and ask God to help me to accept whatever the outcome is and look on the brighter side. like i get to move to a new house/ environment.. i get a new room..etc- this kinda excites me somehow. over the years people with eyes in the family can see and somewhat expected this day to come.

once in the past when my mum broke out that she wanted to get a divorce i felt devastated. i seems to be the most affected one then. ever since then i have been thinking about the pros and cons and learn that my mum need her freedom too. freedom from this torturing thought that her husband is out there to be with someone then coming home to be with us.

i had get over the hatred towards my dad. he hadn't intervene my life much in my upbringing years. except you are talking about all those years of lashing we sisters used to get from him. good memories that i had with my dad are few and nostalgic. back when we were younger my dad would bring the family at least once in the week for a swim, and he was the one who encouraged and taught us how to swim. i loved the times when he drove us around for a spin after dinner. he likes to bring us to the jetty and enjoy the night breeze which always stunk of fish.

i will also remember the first Happy brithday sms i received from him on my 19th birthday. it may seems nothing amazing to you, but he NEVER sent it before, so that sms to me, was the best.

it gets me all brawling in tears now. how silly.

this issue will probably takes a few months before everyone get settled down and move on to a new location. this house that i'm staying will be even out between my parents. till then, many paperworks needs to be done.

i am graduating in the months to come, this means i am out to work after that. then, i'll be helping to pay the home bills.......

blues....
more blues....

i still want to shop freely...! i can imagine myself coming home and frown at the bills my mum thrown at me.

blues....
more more more blues....

i can't think on any brighter side when i think of this. i can only tell myself to PRAY MORE that things will not turn out that way.

don't worry, i am strong and i am always okay :)
good day.
bye!
 

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http://www.thestylerookie.com/

http://popcultureafternoon.blogspot.com/

http://www.fashiontoast.com/

http://thesartorialist.blogspot.com

http://www.chictopia.com

http://lookbook.nu

feel like studying Fashion after i graduate...

AUDI IS HAVING A FASHION SHOW HERE!

didn't quite catch the information though, i'll love to be there if i got the money.

the rain choose to come in the afternoon which is perfectly good because it cools down the hot afternoon. i wore a jean jacket i was so afraid i'll be boiled in it, thank goodness the rain came. the jacket keeps me warm instead.

my feet is so smelly that it is almost revolting and i am too lazy to move my ass up to wash. haaaa.

now a days when i see my FYP teammates my brain will auto switch on the FYP channel, my topics never seems to stray from FYP. i think i am overwhelmed with FYP anxiety that me-brain-just-can't-chill-out.

ahh~

i think my menses is coming. you know sometimes you can tell from some pre-signs. for me i'll either feel ever hungry, or ever hungry but after a few mouth of food i'll not want to eat anymore. or i'll get random feeling of disgust, or feeling tired easily. the bloated stomach, a sudden pump up of my xiao long bao, i'll have water retention face for 24hr. i'll also have cramps and random contraction pain. this is one definite warning sign that Miss period is coming in a week time.

Zech told me that he is losing weight again and he is worried about it. i just look at him and i told him "i'll be very happy if i does!"  i feel really ashame of myself being a girl among the boys. most of them are skinner then me! :( they can eat a gallon of food yet still so skinny, but they balance it out with hours pumping muscles in the gym. unlike me, i eat a lot and unbalance it by sitting hours on the chair building fats on my lower body.
then here i am proofing myself right.

i am physically lazy but i am always mentally active picturing myself running, bouncing my obese butt and pork thigh.

yesterday i was at Bugis library working on my PD after FYP meeting. i openly commented one girl who got a malay-chinese mixed look, looks pretty and my friend ask if i am lesbian. -.- i was surprised that he ask me, yet on the other hand i think he just want to reconfirm. i rarely openly comment on any cute guys i see. not in school definitely, i hardly spot any! or rather, guys that dress in style are rarity in my school. i find that a guy who takes care of his look catches my attention. ;)

fashion is like a drug, it is addictive.

i haven't been flea-ing for so long. :(
it should be at least once in a month if i am working. i still remember when i was still working @789 i flea every alternate week in a month....

the thought of working is tiring enough.
alright, i am done chanting.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

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