i found out my mum's "secret".something unpleasant something that disappoint me alot. long ago i already felt that she had been blinded by deception. i will always pray that God will unveil her eyes, so she will see the truth.

months ago i saw God's hands moving in my mum. i rejoice in it. now i see a spiritual battle arising.but still, i give thanks to God for all this negative things that happen though. in the bible it say " give thanks to God in every circumstances." i remember pastor ever said before, God will never allow something to happen that we can't handle. i give thanks to God because of all this things that happen and it makes God's word come to life for me. i feel that all this thing that happen is a lesson He is elaborating. many times i read the bible in context but not REALLY knowing what it means. so God is not just teaching me just His words but showing me REAL LIFE example. i give thanks to God for teaching me through this "secret" i found out. it give me a better understanding.

<<2cor10:4-5>>
the weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the world. on the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds.we demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ.

battles always relate me to on of the verse in the bible "putting on the breastplates of righteousness, buckle on the belt of truth, put on the shoes of gospel of peace and the helmet of salvation, finally take up the shield of faith." now i am ready to fight!!!! HA!!!

no matter what may come in my way~
I'm running after You~

this month is also the commence of my O level. i got insomnia for 2 weeks. i don't know what is the exact reason for my lost of sleep but i think most probably is stress. not to mention the complexion is greatly affected also.

you pick me up and turn my universe around~
everything change everything is different~

just like the lyrics..its SO REAL!!! SO TRUE!!!


so far there is still left with,POA paper 2 ,Biology written paper,Social Studies ,Cemistry and Biology MCQ,POA paper 1 to go and after that will be THE END OF O LEVEL.
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so far the paper that i have done, i don't feel confident. but i will still continue to pray for a miracle. pray for me that the markers will be lenient on ALL my paper and pass me well that i will be qualify for the course i want.

i WAS very disappointed.

but now i am HAPPY.

IF i hadn't played with my phone pin code, i will have a phone to use right now :(
come to think of it, it might be good also right? it help to minus away some distraction?the one week study break, i have gain alot of weight. now i finally understand what wenling mean by mugging makes you fat. i woke up in the morning had my breakfast, straight after that i sat on the chair and start studying for the rest of the day. the only distraction is the FOOD, every now and then there will always be temptation to eat.i can't resist it. so as a result, study+eating without any exercise explain my increase in weight. well, i shall mug like a pig now and be a free bird after my O. But before i take the flight, i must slim down first. otherwise a fat bird flying in sky is a nightmare to the little kids. ha.