Aliens in the night

the above is the original picture taken. yes, it is quite blur...

i edited the photo and manipulate with the colour tone.

all the individual give off a different feeling,

can't decide which one i like best so i put them in a collage

i got inspire by one of the artist

and here is my take on it.

i play with the colours

and i think i like the last best.

which one is your favorite?

Finally my pay is here

after 2 months of long wait, my pay is ready for collection. however i am only collecting one month pay, that's how the system goes. we work for 3months and collect one month pay. sound like i am being exploit right? no la, let me explain. for example we start work on the 1st june, we'll collect our June pay 2 months later. so is like we have been working for 3 months and collect only 1month pay. (yes i am repeating myself)

AIYA! come to think of it, is damn unfair for part timers like us. we work Part time obviously because we need the money to supply us for the month right? by the rate they issue our pay check, technically we need to survive on the 1 month pay for 3 months before we get our next pay. damn what the hell la. -.-

i am really broke broke broke man.

anyhow, the pay check that i am going to collect this Monday is only a quarter pay check because i only start working at the last week of the month. which means i am only getting $136!!!! and this is suppose to last me for the next 3months!!!!!! WAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! sure die.

next month i only have 1 week of school and the rest of the weeks will be my semester break. which also means No School No Allowance.

HOW TO PULL THROUGH THE MONTHS WITH NO ALLOWANCE AND ONLY $136!!!!!!!!!!!!

wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... no shopping....no flea....no NO NO NONOOO....

* cryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy*

hmmmmmmmm i feel so restricted right now. like financially tight. a senior who was the first batch promoter, told me they use to wait for 6months to get their 1 month pay! this is super ridiculous!!!!

huh huhu hu huh uhuhuhuhuhuhuhu.,...., i am whinning behind the com right now....

i feel so bu shuang, i feel so helpless too.

huhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuhuh......

The moon last night was so captivating

Oh yes, last night i was trying to do a recruiting poster for my FYP. i end up rolling on the bed and fell into a deep sleep. i can still remember the dream before i was awake. i was in a place call 'Marina Barrage' but this Marina Barrage look nothing like the one in reality, a place i made it up in my dream. in my dream i was there to meet a friend, NANA (my year 1 friend).

when we met up she pass me 2 small glass of water one each on my hands. i took a sip on one and choke on the water. the kind of choke like when you want to talk and swallow at the same time. the feeling was horrible (both in dream and reality), i was sneezing water out from my nose and coughing. the next thing i know, water came flowing out from my nose like a little stream.

then...i was AWAKE~! @ 3am++

oh yes, the moon last night was really captivating. i was lying on my bed and this ray of light came through the gap of my curtains. i thought it was a prank that somebody was playing, shining its torch light into my window. i peek through the gap of my curtain and saw the bright sparkling moon. Lady Moon's sensual mystical aura kept me captivated for a good 1hour before i fell asleep.

at one point the moon was so bright, i even put on my shade to moon-watch. but the filter on the shade makes the moon look ablaze on fire and spoil the whole beauty of it so i took it off.

today i decide and try to do a replica of the beautiful moon, 

since my phone camera fail to capture its' beauty...

TAAAA DAAAAAAAAAA

 i think i fail though. there is this orange light around it which look really beautiful but when i try to add it in Photoshop it looks really weird. what do you think? the moon was suppose to be in the center among the definite layers of clouds giving it some depth. i don't think I've portray it here. everything looks flat isn't it? -.-

ahh well, this is just for fun :) i am not this imba to create this myself, i followed a tutorial and do a little tweaking myself.

Re- edit

of my design Gif, from the previous post.


the above is how the website will look like when the cursor hover across, and click.




this is almost the same as the previous GIF, just that i add on the animation on how the navigation buttons will look like when hover and click.

Rain rain

this morning i was awaken by a phone call from Jas, that hippy hoppy girl- very kind of her to always inform me when she got any job Lobang. i had my breakfast and from the time i was awake my nose was dripping like a non- stop leaking pipe. bitch, it always happen on cold days. if the day ahead gonna be cold, my nose will send me warning- like today.

it have been 2 months now and i haven't got my 1st month pay! in this short 2 weeks, i have already spent $244 on my saving. i brought a Wacom @ $129 and today my laptop charger burn up again so i immediately went to Funan  IT mall to get it replace at the cost of $115 after bargain.

tsk tsk.... terrible~

the first time which was just a few months ago i went to Sim Lim and bought a non-authentic charger @$80 which i use it less then 6 months and it burn up. with no warranty.

lesson learn- Never buy imitation for gadget, because you will end up paying more.

my mum is awesome, she know that i love Post Cereals and she bought all 5 flavors 2 packet each stocking up the cabin. this have been my breakfast for the past.....2-3weeks? this is worth blogging about because this is one rare act from my mum. i guess once i got my pay i need to continue this revolution or i'll go back to instant packet cereals drink or oats for breakfast.

talking about breakfast makes me want to end my day now (go to sleep) so i can wake up and eat my breakfast.

cos i am hungry now.

finally done with my web design

many overnight to rush and do this assignment. this time round we are assign to design our own Portfolio Webpage. initially i only wanted only sheeps on the 'land', i thought it looks boring so i drawn in other animals. hahaha. is not a animal farm, i didn't plan it to be animal farm. it just happen when i was drawing the characters.

i've uploaded them into my Tumblr too, but they are only the JPEG. i couldn't upload the GIF animation, so you are seeing more here :D

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Home page Design

Portfolio page

do you find this page more plain and not in sync with other pages?
maybe a little right?

Profile page

the colours in the GIF is slightly off, esp the yellow they look mustard here.
this is my least like page.
it looks like it lack of something.... but ahhh heck, i was too lazy to edit it further.
plus plus, i am running short of time.
the navigation buttons can be further improve.
i find them quite badly done. :(

About me page

the final page.
Did you notice a jump in the animation?
that is because there is a differences in the text arrangement.
there is a flaw in the header " About Me"
it was drawn free hand with my newly bought Wacom
the lines are wavy ;s
i only realise it after i export them as JPEG.
and again, i was too lazy to go back to edit.
so it shall be it.

All the characters i design for this web page. i didn't use all though.
most of the character are drawn in sketch book.
i got them scanned in to my computer, trace & colour them in Illustrator.
then i bring them all over to Photoshop and piece everything together.
:)

i'm back

just came back from Swing for Charity dinner. met up with a group i haven't seen for a long long while. after the dinner this sudden loneliness hit me as we depart. i just feel like a bastard. on the usual days, i don't talk/chat/ meet up with them or what so ever. then because of today of the FOC dinner and i was invited then i went for it.

when i was on my way therer, i was really looking forward to meet the group because i really haven't seen them for so long. during and throughout the dinner, i couldn't help but feel awkward.

then, i wish i hadn't went.

i don't know how or where to start a conversation... this always happen when i am with them. just.... awkward. like the level of their understanding and my mine is so different. they seems to know so much that make me feel shallow.

i reflect on my walk with God, i know i have back slided. in the past when i was walking close with God, on the days when i feel 'low', no matter how 'low' i felt i know there is someone i can fall back on. But now, i just  feel like a dog chasing my tail in circle....

hello Sista

instead of Miss, Madam or sometimes, Aunty. Most of the bagala address me as 'sista'.

woke up at 7.30am today and went to polyclinic for my follow up check. the waiting hours nearly cooked me to death inside. at first i was blog surfing with my Lg phone, then i got tired and i slept in the most unsightly way ever. i had my head hung down & swaying from left to right (perfectly normal) but i don't know why at some point of time my head toss back by itself. sound like my head had not been just swaying from left to right, it had been circulating in circles!?!?

meet up with my FYPeas in the afternoon and it was so unfruitful. i got really really tired by then. FROM WHAT? i don't understand myself either. i hadn't done anything physical straining the entire morning and i feel tired?? ridiculous.

what happen to my youthfulness? all the energy and spirit? what happen to all the nights that i can go without sleep? WHAT HAPPEN?! i'm pretty mad at myself for feeling so lethargic all day long. such a negative spirit. i am still young!!!!

i've been in front of the computer for too long. i am starting to think that my inner self is actually a geek.

Accustom

exhaustion is nothing new to me, something which i start and end my day with. it feel like some kind of illness, it make things around all seem so unattractive. food don't look or taste as appetizing, even my eye candy in school don't  psych me up like it use to. FYI, my eye candy IS a 100% guy. i had to make this declaration because i get teased by friends thinking i'm a lesbian.

i look at all the sexes in this world. In RP, i feel that generally all the girls dress better comparing to the guys and some, i find their dressing pretty interesting.... girls are funny and weird, because we got too many options and no boundaries to what we can't wear. we wear everything from A- Z! FYIIIIIIII, my most love sexes i love to look at are the ones who can't decide to circle F or M on the application form, end up circling the ( / ) . they are the most interesting creatures to me. ;)

well what i'm trying to imply here is, i learn from the girls around me. thumbs up for the fashionista in my school and secretly feel a little sad for those try-too-hard-fail.

my mum serve me a bowl of yong toufu for dinner, i gobble down the whole bowl but i wasn't hungry. the worst thing is i am on a carb diet and my mum cooked my favorite Dong Fan (transparent tasteless noodle) which i couldn't resist not to take! :(

mum, pls help me to slim down and don't cook my favorite dish please, especially at this hour (8.50pm) because it is fattening to eat at this hour. anyhow, i broke my carb taboo for lunch today too. the sauce just go so well with the rice so i finished all the sauce-stain-rice.

guilty guilty guilty.....

I am really in love

with this exact same pair i posted on my previous post!

(ASOS)

so pretty ~~~~~~ after clicking on the link makes me even more want to OWN IT (click on the 360 view)! omg man! just by looking at this picture make my heart fly with excitement, i think if i wear it i'll fly to moon to meet unlce moon. ahhhhh, but can you just look at the price tag? so expensive..... why can't china plagiaries something like this and sell it in Bugis? HAAAAAA, i'm just kidding. No i am not, i really wish they do. but no, even if Bugis really sell it, i don't think i will dare to wear it because i'll be embarrass to wear the imitation. but what if china make it like a 'A' class imitation and it look 99% like the real one? hmmmmmmmmmmm......maybe........i think.....I WILL BUY!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH! aiyaaaaa, i'm really in love with this awesome pair.... (***heart melt***)

can some one buy me this for my 21st?  * GRIN* i am wearing UK size 6.5 and EUR size 39. 

Another Friday i skip school

The start of this week i've been feeling tired all the way till today (friday), shiok not. One major reason cause for this tiredness is most probably, have to be - work. full time student on the weekday, full day work on both weekends. Not a single day to breathe~~~~~~~~~~ must psycho myself abit for the sake of being able to buy the things i want... HANG ON~ (i'm beunoing)

i wonder if i'll pass this semester? my grades like shit green, the red-late-indication floods everyday, every module. My Advisor told me "if you want to be a good designer, you need to SACRIFICE your leisure over work" - iye-erk-gree.  when my friends paint the town red, i paint my room blue with my laptop.

FYP pack this entire week, my 3 weeks of holiday is coming and my team have lots to catch up and things to be done. we are doing on a Light doodling stop motion we have posted up a few experiment videos in our FYProject blog @ www.kiasubuffet.com. kiasu buffet was our previous idea but we scrap that idea and change to do Production instead. check it out :)


I have been shopping for Footwear recently :D
                                       

MELISSA VIVIENNE WESTWOOD ANGLOMANIA + MELISSA WING II

 http://www.melissa.com.br

a collaboration design, so pretty right! i will be so overjoy to own one! Is brand Melissa again, i remember way back in secondary school i posted about Melissa wedges & heels too. recently i bought 2 pairs of wedge from a gelliz.livejournal.com- this is my first time shopping footwear online. hope the sizes i placed will fit cos i really love the shoes and it is so cheap comparing to the other blogshop. *fingers crossed* i bought Brinna black & Rayne black.

i also want another Sandal platform from Pedder Red which cost $80 :s. so expensive but i've been eying it for almost a year already and only saw it yesterday in the shop. BAHAHAHAHA. i really really want it. $80 man,.... my friend say is not worth the buy but i REALLY LOVE IT, i REALLY REALLY REALLY LOVE IT! do i need to emphasis more?

i can't find the exact pictures of it, but it looks something like the one on the left just that the one i want is in platform in Pedder Red @$80

if you happen to come across something like what i mention above, be it online or anywhere at a cheaper price please let me know!!!!

14August i will be selling my 2nd stuff in Supper club flea market with Joey!

i don't know who will buy, because my items are definitely not comparable to the leading blogshop. i just want to get to get rid of all those clothes that i have not been wearing for years. they are all going to be less then $10, or $10? whatever la, just sell and at least earn my rental back and i'll be happy enough.

Yesterday was quite a night with my FYPeas. a friend, friend offer to drove us around to look for a dark spot for our production, because the darker the surrounding is, the better the result will be. he brought us to some deserted place in SG that i never knew of. a places for horses to roam in the day and the road driving up was littered with heaps of feces, saw signs like " SLOW DOWN, HORSES CROSSING", "GO EXTREME SLOW, HORSES WALKING". interesting right?! i saw none of the horses though. only traces of their horseshoes prints in the mud and their trails of shit on the road.

all the photos taken are still with my friends, i'll definitely post up some of the photos when i got the photos. very interesting stuff. (insert cheeky expression)