I've Got A Job!

Yes! just the previous post, (which i posted on Thursday) i was feeling all negative because i thought the interview i went would be just like any other interview i went that keeps my hopes high only to leave me in dismay.

i was wrong! Yesterday, Friday, the person called me back to start work on Monday! BOOYA~~! I am happy of course! Now i will be attached to this Korea company, INUBOSS which specializes in wedding cards. I'll be one of the designers to work on those cards. :) but there is just one thing that i am not very happy about is the destination. it is all the way to BUKIT BATOK my friend. very far you know.

Here is a breakdown of the amount time require everyday:
Morning, work at 10am
2 hrs prepare + 2 hrs travel = 4 hrs earlier i need to wake up everyday before work.
which mean i need to wake up at 6am to get ready.

After Work, knock off at 7pm.
2 hrs travel home + 2 hrs wash up = 4 hrs to bed time.
which mean i'll sleep at 11pm.

Each day a person need 8 hrs of sleep.
according to this time chart, 11pm ~ 6am = 7 hrs of sleep each day.
so each day i have a shortchange of an hour sleep.

and, i got to go. abrupt end of post. bye.

Click Click, Send

the site i most frequent now a days are namely Jobstreet.com and Hotmail.com. hoping and wishfully waiting for a replied email.

i have been giving a lot of thoughts about my future lately, especially in the prospect of my career. I can't imagine doing something that is non- design related. i really can't tahan.

today, i went for another interview all the way to the West and again i was being fooled by the too polite interviewer to tell me "sorry, you are not hired" instead she gave me a smile and sound so promisingly that she will call me back to "confirmed" me. of course the call never come. she kept my hopes high, only to leave me in disappointment-again. i am getting used to this emotion lately. i can get over it.

i really need a head start. somewhere. an open door. an opportunity for me to proof myself i can do it.

i once came across this quote: 

 "Just do what you like and don't think too much about it, otherwise you'll 

   end up choosing another job!"

A Realist will probably tell me to wake up and live in the Now. the Now is, you can't go on searching for your desire job while your account continues to deplete without any source of income. The Now is i should find a temporary job to cover my expanses first while continue to search for my desire job.

while a Dreamer will tell me to stick to this quote because if you have a heart for it, you will succeed. with actions of course, not just dreams and words. "Never give up your dream." quoted from all the successor who make it there, because they press on to their dream.

i've came to a conclusion, i'll not give up my dream, i'll take the words from the Dreamer. however if in 1 month time i still don't get my desire post, i should listen to the words of the Realist. but never give up my dream.

Life's a bitch

i am glad that i've finally graduated. on the other hand i am not.

there is a period i struggle to further study or work.

now that i've decided to work,

i feel equally troubled.

people have been telling me, many grads

out there don't work in same line as what they studied.

life sucks right.

if all your life you have been studying something you dislike,

is valid that you end up in a job totally different from what you've studied.

what if you have studied something that of your interest and

you can't find a job of your interest?

Dissapointment.

i went for 2 interviews and i walked out knowingly that i won't get the job.

hate that feeling man.