i have been giving a lot of thoughts about my future lately, especially in the prospect of my career. I can't imagine doing something that is non- design related. i really can't tahan.
today, i went for another interview all the way to the West and again i was being fooled by the too polite interviewer to tell me "sorry, you are not hired" instead she gave me a smile and sound so promisingly that she will call me back to "confirmed" me. of course the call never come. she kept my hopes high, only to leave me in disappointment-again. i am getting used to this emotion lately. i can get over it.
i really need a head start. somewhere. an open door. an opportunity for me to proof myself i can do it.
i once came across this quote:
"Just do what you like and don't think too much about it, otherwise you'll
end up choosing another job!"
A Realist will probably tell me to wake up and live in the Now. the Now is, you can't go on searching for your desire job while your account continues to deplete without any source of income. The Now is i should find a temporary job to cover my expanses first while continue to search for my desire job.
while a Dreamer will tell me to stick to this quote because if you have a heart for it, you will succeed. with actions of course, not just dreams and words. "Never give up your dream." quoted from all the successor who make it there, because they press on to their dream.
i've came to a conclusion, i'll not give up my dream, i'll take the words from the Dreamer. however if in 1 month time i still don't get my desire post, i should listen to the words of the Realist. but never give up my dream.
