Ruoping,
my school is having IG day (CCA) today. i wanted to join a sport IG, and as i walk pass the netball IG, kc remind me of you! i miss you girl! kc wanted to join netball, unfortunately yet fortunately, we've already sign up for floorball.
when can we have a game together?
i miss Captain's ball badly.... :(
Man, i cannot believe me joining floorball!
Monday, April 27, 2009
WELCOME YEAR 2!
it is fun, and i love it.
almost 3 out of 5 days is photography class. we get to handle DSLR for all photography, and all on manual mode. the camera is cool, but not very cool to handle. the picture may look very ideal in the camer's LCD screen, but looks totally different when uploaded into the com. it is difficult, but i am learning. :)
so the following pictures are all edited, except for two pictures. :)
among all the flower shoota, scienic view shoots, the ones i favour the most is "the bugs life" shoots. looks like shoots for national geography magazine. :)
(this is not edited)
shadows
i don't really like the end product of this photo, i didn't manage to capture what i intended too. :(
this is just flower, and heavy edited on the lighting and the whole composition.
this is not edited too. :)
i kind of like, but not really what i wanted.
it is fun, and i love it.
almost 3 out of 5 days is photography class. we get to handle DSLR for all photography, and all on manual mode. the camera is cool, but not very cool to handle. the picture may look very ideal in the camer's LCD screen, but looks totally different when uploaded into the com. it is difficult, but i am learning. :)
so the following pictures are all edited, except for two pictures. :)
among all the flower shoota, scienic view shoots, the ones i favour the most is "the bugs life" shoots. looks like shoots for national geography magazine. :)
(this is not edited)
shadows
i don't really like the end product of this photo, i didn't manage to capture what i intended too. :(
this is just flower, and heavy edited on the lighting and the whole composition.
this is not edited too. :)
i kind of like, but not really what i wanted.
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Sunday, February 15, 2009
INTRUDERS!
MY HOUSE IS NOW MORE PACK THEN EVER!
2 more intruders is added into my house. they are engaged (i think), the wife is a Vietnamese ( i heard say), they decided to move out is so they can have more space of their own (thanks alot). they decided to have more space of their own, i have lesser.
my petite house is already over whelming with all the use and useless furniture, decorations and such. now that i have more inhabitants living around this small space, i believe there will be more MESS and THRASH. -.-
the GOOD thing is, this new intruders they have no relation to my mum. so i don't have to be oblige to recognise another god-bro or god-sis. not that i have recognise the first tenant as one. i hate this god bro/ sis thing, is disgusting.
they are pretty kept to themselves, they stay in the room all the time, laugh so loud all the time, go toilet in two. they dine in their room, and do whatever in the room. they did not intrude my personal space directly, like the first tenant do, because they pretty keep themselves in the room. but in directly they intruded more of my space. that room is where i normally spend my personal time inside, that WAS MY room!
No more now.
did i mention they are young too? the girl is roughly 2 years older then me, and the male is about 5 years older then me?
that is the only slight movement in my house. other then that everything is the same. i just hope they have some good sense of housekeeping in that little room. i still want it to look every bit like my room after they have move out, and not a dirt filled room.
MY HOUSE IS NOW MORE PACK THEN EVER!
2 more intruders is added into my house. they are engaged (i think), the wife is a Vietnamese ( i heard say), they decided to move out is so they can have more space of their own (thanks alot). they decided to have more space of their own, i have lesser.
my petite house is already over whelming with all the use and useless furniture, decorations and such. now that i have more inhabitants living around this small space, i believe there will be more MESS and THRASH. -.-
the GOOD thing is, this new intruders they have no relation to my mum. so i don't have to be oblige to recognise another god-bro or god-sis. not that i have recognise the first tenant as one. i hate this god bro/ sis thing, is disgusting.
they are pretty kept to themselves, they stay in the room all the time, laugh so loud all the time, go toilet in two. they dine in their room, and do whatever in the room. they did not intrude my personal space directly, like the first tenant do, because they pretty keep themselves in the room. but in directly they intruded more of my space. that room is where i normally spend my personal time inside, that WAS MY room!
No more now.
did i mention they are young too? the girl is roughly 2 years older then me, and the male is about 5 years older then me?
that is the only slight movement in my house. other then that everything is the same. i just hope they have some good sense of housekeeping in that little room. i still want it to look every bit like my room after they have move out, and not a dirt filled room.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
On my 19th Birthday
I received 4 sexiest, dirtiest thongs from my dearest Precious friends.
Picture is strictly M18. I know you horny people are definitely dying to see them now. So who cares about M18? Here you are my Sexy Thongs contestant, and YOU can be my Sexy Thongs judges! Vote for the sexiest Thongs!
Drum roll please!
First coming out is Little Miss Purity white. Dainty and simplicity as she is, with only a white lacey rim.
Next up, is Little Miss Vainglory Scarlet. Her rim is studded with little sapphire crystal, dazzling under the light. From her slight translucent front, you can tell she is a wild goer. Now you see how her name come about ya!
Our upcoming contestant is getting more and more competitive, so here you are, I present Little Miss Glamour Paris! Her lacey rim with hot pink ribbons, her front is even more translucent then the previous contestant! She is totally viciously wild yet sweet, don’cha think so too? Shout, “IT’S PARTY TIME!” See now why I relate it to Paris? Paris have a sweet outlook, yet her dressing is so sexy and wild and a super pop party goer too!
Our finally contestant is every bit as competitive as the previous. Put your hand together to welcome our final contestant, Little Miss Airborne! (dog whistle call, wolf call) Courageous, free, airy and unique is her moto. Her daring front have only a lacey borders around it with the center empty! With a little touch or pink ribbon on the rim, give Little Miss Airborne a soft touch. Sexy~ Little Miss Airborne assure you a entire cooling feel throughout~~~!!!
Now Sexy Thongs judges you have seen all the Sexy Thongs contestant, I bet your nose is bursting with hot blood. Before you pass out from too much blood lost, I need YOU to vote for the SEXIEST LITTLE THONGS. leave your vote in my text box, and I’ll reveal my Little Miss favourite.Hoohoohoo
Apart from this sexy surprise, someone unexpected surprise me too! The person is my DAD! He actually send me a Chinese text massage to greet me happy birthday! When I saw the number I was already very shock, and when I open the massage, and read the first line, “祝你生日快了” my tears just flow out of my eye, and when I continue to read on, “用功念書﹐爸爸愛你﹐爸爸不在﹐要聽媽媽的話” my tears just kept flowing out involuntarily. I was touched, delighted, surprised that my dad will actually remember my birthday, and even text to wish me a happy birthday. It is a great lapse! Can you feel my joy!?
My sister’s in Christ build this little post-your-wishes birthday board for me, the greatest credit to Jasmine the board builder :)
Thank you everyone who have wish me a happy birthday I appreciate all your effort, and I greatly sense your sincerity <3>
I received 4 sexiest, dirtiest thongs from my dearest Precious friends.
Picture is strictly M18. I know you horny people are definitely dying to see them now. So who cares about M18? Here you are my Sexy Thongs contestant, and YOU can be my Sexy Thongs judges! Vote for the sexiest Thongs!
Drum roll please!
First coming out is Little Miss Purity white. Dainty and simplicity as she is, with only a white lacey rim.
Next up, is Little Miss Vainglory Scarlet. Her rim is studded with little sapphire crystal, dazzling under the light. From her slight translucent front, you can tell she is a wild goer. Now you see how her name come about ya!
Our upcoming contestant is getting more and more competitive, so here you are, I present Little Miss Glamour Paris! Her lacey rim with hot pink ribbons, her front is even more translucent then the previous contestant! She is totally viciously wild yet sweet, don’cha think so too? Shout, “IT’S PARTY TIME!” See now why I relate it to Paris? Paris have a sweet outlook, yet her dressing is so sexy and wild and a super pop party goer too!
Our finally contestant is every bit as competitive as the previous. Put your hand together to welcome our final contestant, Little Miss Airborne! (dog whistle call, wolf call) Courageous, free, airy and unique is her moto. Her daring front have only a lacey borders around it with the center empty! With a little touch or pink ribbon on the rim, give Little Miss Airborne a soft touch. Sexy~ Little Miss Airborne assure you a entire cooling feel throughout~~~!!!
Now Sexy Thongs judges you have seen all the Sexy Thongs contestant, I bet your nose is bursting with hot blood. Before you pass out from too much blood lost, I need YOU to vote for the SEXIEST LITTLE THONGS. leave your vote in my text box, and I’ll reveal my Little Miss favourite.Hoohoohoo
Apart from this sexy surprise, someone unexpected surprise me too! The person is my DAD! He actually send me a Chinese text massage to greet me happy birthday! When I saw the number I was already very shock, and when I open the massage, and read the first line, “祝你生日快了” my tears just flow out of my eye, and when I continue to read on, “用功念書﹐爸爸愛你﹐爸爸不在﹐要聽媽媽的話” my tears just kept flowing out involuntarily. I was touched, delighted, surprised that my dad will actually remember my birthday, and even text to wish me a happy birthday. It is a great lapse! Can you feel my joy!?
My sister’s in Christ build this little post-your-wishes birthday board for me, the greatest credit to Jasmine the board builder :)
Thank you everyone who have wish me a happy birthday I appreciate all your effort, and I greatly sense your sincerity <3>
I am not racist, I am partially racist. NO. I am not racist. I don’t know! Maybe sometimes? You be the judge.
I came to hate this cheena guy in my class because, he told me he watch porn, and he had some kind of addiction to it. He didn’t say he is addicted to it. But he say, he watch it about 4 times a day in week. Not an addiction? What do you think? He is always the last person to leave the class, so I ask him if he stay back in class to watch porn? He said yes, because he can’t watch it at home, his aunt will see it.
I appreciate his honesty, but sorry, I can’t help but to feel disgusted towards him.
In his very strong China accent and casual way he said this, “aiyah, it’s very normal to watch porn, nothing to be surprise about.” I agree, watching porn is normal (curiosity), being addicted to it, is unhealthy. BUT, for his case, I think he is sex deprive. You got to see how he looks in really life. ( I am being very judgmental now) he looks so horny! He is so KPO, he screen everyone’s laptop in his free time, and if you happen to watch any show with big boobies actress, he will definitely ask you to send him. He calls every girls in the class “mei nui” which means “pretty girl in English. I’m irritated when he calls me that, on top of that, ITS DISGUSTING! I’ll ignore him right away, or rebuke him “I HAVE A NAME!”
He is like a flasher, or a wolf with a sheep skin on. Don’t be deceived by his decent outlook, his sex deprive mind had actual pry on you for so long. One of my classmate even said, “every time he look at me, I feel rape!” LOL, I cannot stop laughing at this statement she made!
Case 2
There is this full timer in my work place name, Echo. I dislike her the first day when she was my trainer. Her English, I cannot understand. So I ask her to speak in Chinese instead. Which I wonder if it is an insult to her, because she looks irritated when I said that. still, she continue to speak to me in HER English. It’s really stupid I’ll tell you. I couldn’t understand a thing she say, so I gonna keep like “HUH? What did you say? Can you repeat? Oh you mean wash the GRILLERS?” her face just show more irritation when I said that. she must be thinking, “is this girl stupid or what? Can’t she understand ENGLISH?” but on the other hand, I am like “hello! I don’t understand what’cha trying to say. You are like asking for more trouble, you can speak to me in CHINESE, I totally CAN understand you better!”
PHEW!!!!!
She is kinda bully I notice. she order you around, she is bossy. She like those kind of manger you will see in the movie, where the manager just take a pile of files and dump on the other employee’s table, demanding the all the filling to be done in an hour. Then shake her ass and walk away in a very snobbish manner.
Ya, Echo is exactly like that. as a trainer she is suppose to guide and help me, not bully me and the other part timer. -.-
Okay, enough of gorging on other people’s monkey poo. All this should be flushed down in toilet bowls. i believe this two people have a sad story of their own that makes them like that. so should I feel sympathetic for them? Gimme 10 sec to think through….
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After thinking through and checking my heart for that 10sec, yea maybe I should.
I came to hate this cheena guy in my class because, he told me he watch porn, and he had some kind of addiction to it. He didn’t say he is addicted to it. But he say, he watch it about 4 times a day in week. Not an addiction? What do you think? He is always the last person to leave the class, so I ask him if he stay back in class to watch porn? He said yes, because he can’t watch it at home, his aunt will see it.
I appreciate his honesty, but sorry, I can’t help but to feel disgusted towards him.
In his very strong China accent and casual way he said this, “aiyah, it’s very normal to watch porn, nothing to be surprise about.” I agree, watching porn is normal (curiosity), being addicted to it, is unhealthy. BUT, for his case, I think he is sex deprive. You got to see how he looks in really life. ( I am being very judgmental now) he looks so horny! He is so KPO, he screen everyone’s laptop in his free time, and if you happen to watch any show with big boobies actress, he will definitely ask you to send him. He calls every girls in the class “mei nui” which means “pretty girl in English. I’m irritated when he calls me that, on top of that, ITS DISGUSTING! I’ll ignore him right away, or rebuke him “I HAVE A NAME!”
He is like a flasher, or a wolf with a sheep skin on. Don’t be deceived by his decent outlook, his sex deprive mind had actual pry on you for so long. One of my classmate even said, “every time he look at me, I feel rape!” LOL, I cannot stop laughing at this statement she made!
Case 2
There is this full timer in my work place name, Echo. I dislike her the first day when she was my trainer. Her English, I cannot understand. So I ask her to speak in Chinese instead. Which I wonder if it is an insult to her, because she looks irritated when I said that. still, she continue to speak to me in HER English. It’s really stupid I’ll tell you. I couldn’t understand a thing she say, so I gonna keep like “HUH? What did you say? Can you repeat? Oh you mean wash the GRILLERS?” her face just show more irritation when I said that. she must be thinking, “is this girl stupid or what? Can’t she understand ENGLISH?” but on the other hand, I am like “hello! I don’t understand what’cha trying to say. You are like asking for more trouble, you can speak to me in CHINESE, I totally CAN understand you better!”
PHEW!!!!!
She is kinda bully I notice. she order you around, she is bossy. She like those kind of manger you will see in the movie, where the manager just take a pile of files and dump on the other employee’s table, demanding the all the filling to be done in an hour. Then shake her ass and walk away in a very snobbish manner.
Ya, Echo is exactly like that. as a trainer she is suppose to guide and help me, not bully me and the other part timer. -.-
Okay, enough of gorging on other people’s monkey poo. All this should be flushed down in toilet bowls. i believe this two people have a sad story of their own that makes them like that. so should I feel sympathetic for them? Gimme 10 sec to think through….
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After thinking through and checking my heart for that 10sec, yea maybe I should.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
it had been so long since i update. now that i am going to update, i'll start with my series of left hand injuries. :)
2009, i got a new job in GV. you can come and look for me in Marina Square GV- candy bar. i may give you free sweet corn, drinks or even popcorn. of course, everything must be in discreet. :D
my first cut was on my 2nd finger from the thumb.
it started when i was washing the sweet corn warmer....
#foolish act 1, i did not empty the corn into the bin, instead i pour them all into the sink. eventually, the sink got choke.
#foolish act 2, i try to stuff the corn down the sink with that finger. eventually,
when i try to pull out from it. the metal filter cut a 0.5cm wide and roughly a depth of 0.2 flesh outta my finger.
bloody pain!especially when water gets into it!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!!!
as for my little finger... i kinda sprained it while washing the popper (popcorn machine).
apart from that, i got a blue back on the left side of my hip. another small cut on my knee, patches of abrasion on my feet and finger, burn scars on my right palm. yea, that's about all the bruises i can THINK of.
in another word, all those mention in this last paragraph is FAKE! whooho!
HAPPY NEW YEAR!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Tuesday, December 16, 2008
You have to read Lesley Pearse books! i love it. the first one i read was Charity. it is about a girl bought up in poverty, and was raped by her father in her tender aged. suffer alot throughout her years, read about her setbacks and success. eventually a happy ending for her.
it took me months to read it. haha! VIVI can testify it. nonetheless i finish the book before holiday. :) HOHO.
currently i am reading another book of hers, Hope. i was reading it on my way home and i thought i almost cried when the child found her father dead the next morning in his bed. i had to blink my eye so many time to recompose myself. i would have my let my tears flow if i am in my own room, but not so in the bus. people in the bus will be traumatised!
tonight i have too much of ice cream and caffeine. i had been quivering all the way back home. i wonder is it due to the freezing air con, or too much caffeine? too absurb to be cause from caffeine... maybe it will? WHO KNOWS?
just 2 days, i spent nearly $60! tsk tsk! no wonder it seems that my salary never comes in. that is because once it is in, i had already spent it away before i realised.
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Click on the following link for My Hope event photos!
http://photobucket.com/MY_HOPE
Sheena here is the Cheap day photos!
http://photobucket.com/CHEAP
Cassandra & Joey Girl here is the Chunk Fest photos! but there is still some missing photos. so there will be another update. for now, that is all! i'll upload more the next time. it is taking forever to load them all up.
http://photobucket.com/chunk_fest
it took me months to read it. haha! VIVI can testify it. nonetheless i finish the book before holiday. :) HOHO.
currently i am reading another book of hers, Hope. i was reading it on my way home and i thought i almost cried when the child found her father dead the next morning in his bed. i had to blink my eye so many time to recompose myself. i would have my let my tears flow if i am in my own room, but not so in the bus. people in the bus will be traumatised!
tonight i have too much of ice cream and caffeine. i had been quivering all the way back home. i wonder is it due to the freezing air con, or too much caffeine? too absurb to be cause from caffeine... maybe it will? WHO KNOWS?
just 2 days, i spent nearly $60! tsk tsk! no wonder it seems that my salary never comes in. that is because once it is in, i had already spent it away before i realised.
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Click on the following link for My Hope event photos!
http://photobucket.com/MY_HOPE
Sheena here is the Cheap day photos!
http://photobucket.com/CHEAP
Cassandra & Joey Girl here is the Chunk Fest photos! but there is still some missing photos. so there will be another update. for now, that is all! i'll upload more the next time. it is taking forever to load them all up.
http://photobucket.com/chunk_fest
Monday, December 15, 2008
I CHALLENGE YOU TO READ THE 1ST PARAGRAPH WITHOUT STOPPING.
Today commence the first week of my holiday Sheena and i will like to name it as "CHEAP FOOD DAY" like what the title had suggest everything must be cheap we were supposedly to hunt for cheap food but who knows those prata in Prata House tasted so good so we end up trying quite a various prata there too full to try more food so that's the end.
so how? did you manage to read it without stopping to catch your breathe?
well anyway, that summarise the whole day. inclusive of our little dinner, our whole expenditure for the whole day is $11- 7 dishes and one drink, the average amount spend per food is only about $1.30.
this is the Crispy Prata. nice :D
Crispy chicken, better then KFC. seriously is! to all KFC lover its time to venture out of the box, you have to try this!
the best! i forgot what this is called, you can choose to go it with honey or ice cream. its seems that we make the right choice! :D in the inside, it is stuffed with chocolate, strawberry and vanilla ice cream. super worth it! this Christmas instead of having Log cake, you may consider to have this for a change. haha! they look alike, don't you agree? just decorate it with with Santa Claus, reindeer and Christmas tree!
Bomb prata! looks plain by the outside, but inside is melted cheese. the unique taste of mix cheese and butter is so wonderful that i don't know how to describe. fantastic is all i can say. one is enough, make sure you share it with some one. frankly speaking, too much of it can be quite sick.
to Sheena:
i'll upload the rest of the photos in photobucket. i can't assure you when, but i'll let you know when i do. ;p
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
Holiday is finally here.
this is not an ordinary fried rice. this plate of fried cost $8, that is not the reason that makes it special. the thing that make this plate of fried rice special is, this is a Durian Fried Rice.
it smells like durian, there is fragrance of durian when you eat it. apart from that, it taste just a normal plate of fried rice with Durian taste in it. there is no durian meat inside. NOTHING. that's all. don't worth the price, don't worth those enzymes to digest them. this is the signature dish in Central. this Hong Kong Cafe look alike restaurants. don't try it. you will regret like i do.
I’ll leave with this link. Sing your heart out! Have fun :D
I’ll leave with this link. Sing your heart out! Have fun :D
http://www.karaokeparty.com/
Sunday, November 30, 2008
i miss so many of friends so so much! i miss so much of those time in St puals with Precious. those drum lesson with Nicky jie. i miss those good times crapping with Ms Banana. i miss the ever so Da jie- Janice. i Thank God for every single one of you! is you is YOU i miss dear friends!!! Carmella told me her A is over. so it means PARTY time! meet ups and chilled out and more more more OUTINGS!
i have been so occupied ever since i started working, plus now I'm participating in Chingay. i am practically worn-out. on those free evening after school, i just want to scoot off home and sleep.
i am really sorry for neglecting those friends around me. especially Banana, i am really really sorry. the seriousness of lacking in sleep had turn me into a bitter gourd, and a very sour person. my confession, truly sorry.
Thank you VIVI for being available when i really need one to spill all my sorrows out. there might not be a solid solution in the end, but the best potion is you being there to hear me out. :) thanks a thousand friend. :)
"Always look on the bright side of life" it is so easy to sing it, but too hard to actually do it.
i have no idea why the sudden enlightenment. God has His way in me :D
i told Sheena i am blogging, and she ask me to blog about her. since she requested, i shall act upon her request.
Sheena is turning 18 on the 12 December. she is tall, skinny and pretty. Boys wanna know her, girls are jealous of her. Marital status, attached. too bad boys, try your luck next time. :D haha.
Sheena, is this good enough? no need to thank me, you owe me a favour. HOHO!!!!
i have been so occupied ever since i started working, plus now I'm participating in Chingay. i am practically worn-out. on those free evening after school, i just want to scoot off home and sleep.
i am really sorry for neglecting those friends around me. especially Banana, i am really really sorry. the seriousness of lacking in sleep had turn me into a bitter gourd, and a very sour person. my confession, truly sorry.
Thank you VIVI for being available when i really need one to spill all my sorrows out. there might not be a solid solution in the end, but the best potion is you being there to hear me out. :) thanks a thousand friend. :)
"Always look on the bright side of life" it is so easy to sing it, but too hard to actually do it.
i have no idea why the sudden enlightenment. God has His way in me :D
i told Sheena i am blogging, and she ask me to blog about her. since she requested, i shall act upon her request.
Sheena is turning 18 on the 12 December. she is tall, skinny and pretty. Boys wanna know her, girls are jealous of her. Marital status, attached. too bad boys, try your luck next time. :D haha.
Sheena, is this good enough? no need to thank me, you owe me a favour. HOHO!!!!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
Sunday, November 23, 2008
Saturday dragonboat race at boat quay (i hope that is th correct spelling).
when there is no cell group on Saturday, Jing and i will meet to go on a exploration. armed with our little humble digital camera, a pair of comfortable footwear that is suitable for LONG distances walking. yea, that's all!!!!
reluctantly, we can't continue our journey after watching the dargonboat race that Saturday. the dark clouds came in and the rain dampen our spirit. so we just walk around the clarke quay area a little while and headed home.
i saw my boss there too! from the above animation, spot for the last guy on the right with White hair, that i him. Ejun san from Okinawan, and his fellow Okinawan Dragon team mates.
their poses is way way way obscene. IF only i dare, i would have gone closer and do a closer shot. thank God that there is still clear pictures of them. they are all curling up at the fences along, i also don't know where. some where further up of the navtivity church.
"HUH? HUH? HUH? HUH? HUH?"
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Monday, November 17, 2008
the decorative ornaments, striking colours everywhere. suggesting that Christmas is coming! everywhere i go, all the Christmas decoration are up. all we lack now is some fluffy white snow flake to cover this island. then it will be absolutely perfect. :D
isn't it exciting? CHRISTMASSY CHRISTMAS~
this year have page through so fast that soon i will graduate from year 1!!!! excellently brilliant!!!!
today feels like a Sunday to me, as if tomorrow is Monday. which is not, tomorrow is Tuesday. (just because i didn't go to school today.) i wanted to go to the polyclinic to get my medicine, unexpectedly that they are under renovation. so instead of lounging at home, i cleared my list long of things-to-be-done. I'll spare you from the details.
is nice to feel "busy", or having to run errands at time. NOT all the time of course. :)
a little update on Chingay. by far i think yesterday training was the best i felt. reason simply, i manage to get up by myself in the power riser again!!!!!!! do note i used the word 'again'. during NDP time, i managed to do so. but after being 3-4 months away from the power riser, my old fear came haunting me again. the fear of running, the fear of getting up, basically, the fear of falling.
yesterday, my team's Drill Master make me fall and get up consecutively 5 times, until i fully conquer the fear and grips the technique how to get up before giving me a break. thank God to him for pushing me a mile further. otherwise, i will simply let my fear over take my courage.
nothing to be proud about. i know the weather is getting perky this few days. one moment it rain, the next moment it's sunshine. people are falling ill, i can understand. what i don't understand is, my footwears are falling ill also. they are either suffering from strap snap, or heel fell off. in the short one day span, 2 shoes down. -.-
doctor cobbler i need some help here!!!
maybe doctor money, i need some funding here as well.
isn't it exciting? CHRISTMASSY CHRISTMAS~
this year have page through so fast that soon i will graduate from year 1!!!! excellently brilliant!!!!
today feels like a Sunday to me, as if tomorrow is Monday. which is not, tomorrow is Tuesday. (just because i didn't go to school today.) i wanted to go to the polyclinic to get my medicine, unexpectedly that they are under renovation. so instead of lounging at home, i cleared my list long of things-to-be-done. I'll spare you from the details.
is nice to feel "busy", or having to run errands at time. NOT all the time of course. :)
a little update on Chingay. by far i think yesterday training was the best i felt. reason simply, i manage to get up by myself in the power riser again!!!!!!! do note i used the word 'again'. during NDP time, i managed to do so. but after being 3-4 months away from the power riser, my old fear came haunting me again. the fear of running, the fear of getting up, basically, the fear of falling.
yesterday, my team's Drill Master make me fall and get up consecutively 5 times, until i fully conquer the fear and grips the technique how to get up before giving me a break. thank God to him for pushing me a mile further. otherwise, i will simply let my fear over take my courage.
nothing to be proud about. i know the weather is getting perky this few days. one moment it rain, the next moment it's sunshine. people are falling ill, i can understand. what i don't understand is, my footwears are falling ill also. they are either suffering from strap snap, or heel fell off. in the short one day span, 2 shoes down. -.-
doctor cobbler i need some help here!!!
maybe doctor money, i need some funding here as well.
Thursday, November 13, 2008
woot~ my LEO account is being freeze, because i didn't pay my school fee! for those who don't know what is LEO account, it is basically an individual "online workbook". we download our worksheet, do our homework in there.
jolly wally. Wulalala. now it is freeze, i don't have to do my RJ, no worksheet. best of all, i can't even do my UT (understanding test). which it is like a mini examination we have to do twice every week. they are graded!!!!! great. excellent. very very good.
jolly wally. Wulalala. now it is freeze, i don't have to do my RJ, no worksheet. best of all, i can't even do my UT (understanding test). which it is like a mini examination we have to do twice every week. they are graded!!!!! great. excellent. very very good.
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