+ i don care hw much comfort your getting staying in my house.

i only feel that i total bounded by the things i can do now.

i can't treat this as MY home anymore

i'm sharing this home with this couple

rented one of room, they were my mum's friends

and i totally hate it.

i never like the idea of renting any of my rooms to ANYONE

except the people i know :)

but them? i totally dono who are they.

and they really treat this as THEIR house, just because they know my mum?

i feel so strange just now having dinner together with them...

instead of my dad eating with us, is a uncle whom i don even know.

instead of my jie, now is a aunty whom i don even know.

moreover, its makes me more awkward when the uncle eyes keep looking at me.

giving me no peace to eat my dinner.

yucks.

to an extend that i don feel like stretching my hands forward to the dishes near him.

i'm quite ok with aunty...she is friendly

but the uncle just give a SUPER uncomfortable feeling.

after he finish his dinner, he sat on the chair answering a call, BUT his eyes kept staring at mE!

so unbearable~

so irritating~

i was frowning through out my dinner.

i feel TOTALLY WIRED having dinner together with strangers.

i dono hw long they gona occupied my room.

lost my freedom of doing things i used to do at home.

= like sitting in any position i like

=having the freedom to scream and shout what ever i feel like

ARGGGGHHHHHHHHH!

i simple hate it now.

i don wana have any more dinner with them.

i really REALLY REALLY HATE IT!

I WANT BACK THE FREEDOM AT HOME!