today is like a food revenge day. i literally gorged at my food today.
for tonight's dinner in celebration of my dad's birthday, we had a spread in my house.
i pig at every dish in front of me. my stomach almost burst from overloading, but my mouth refuse to cooperate. so i continue to gorge more food down the throat.

after the awesome spread, my mum baked cookies, and a failed attempt of a mango cheese cake. i was really full, still, i ate 3-4 of the big cookies. took 1 big slice of the failed attempt cheese cake. beside that, there were still some cookies mixture left. my mum fuses the rest of the mixture with mango puree and make them into mango muffin. i had 6-9 of the little ones.

-.-

what is wrong with me tonight?!

this coming sun, i got a Yellow ribbon run. this week, i did not even train a single day for it. today is already Friday!!!!!

oh man oh man. i feel a little faint right now, at the thought of the run this Sunday. sigh~

I'm still awake and waiting for my dad to come home and blow out the candles. he went off after dinner, he said he'll be back at around 1plus. now is already 2.37am to be exact. the sky is red (it is going to rain), tonight is going to be a cool cool night~

something quite disheartening when i saw my dad earlier on. both of his feet is swollen like 2 big ham. we try to persuade him to see a doctor, but he refuse. what a stubborn man. he is already so old! those swell looks infectious, he better consult the doctor soon, before who knows what will happen..... sigh.....

ever since holiday start, i spend more time at home, and catch up the life at home. like seeing the chores my mum dos everyday. the nonsensical cries she have to dealt with my niece everyday. the little growing up moments of Chevelle.

is amazing how much i have missed out in my niece growing up days. we stay in the same house, but i hardly interact with her. i either came home late, where she is already sleeping, or I'll spend most of my time with my laptop more then her. what a aunt huh! :(

now Chevelle can dance, make funny faces, and take command! like she know how to "HI-5", wave her hand to bid good bye and blow kisses. she understand what is 'come', "take your water bottle" and things like this. I'm amaze at how much she understand our language now, though i still couldn't figure out what is "gugu gah gah ah!" her little baby talk.

i was playing with her one day, and i asked her to smile.

this is what she give me.

she tossed her head back and gave me a big smile.