suck suck suck suck.
suck my fat cheek in!

one classmate had been telling me that he is trying to "get used" to my new look. i am too, trying to get used to it. it is too straight, too neat, and emphasis greatly on my round round face. :(

it is weird, just last week i can resist all food before me. then this week, my menses came and the circulating hormones washed away the mental defence i have been trying to sustain. boo menses. boo.

my body weights seems really nonsense now. today i may weigh 55, tomorrow i weigh 58, then the next day 56. nonsense right? maybe you suggest that it is time to change my weighing machine. i suggest, its time to move my thunder thigh and shake the earth abit.

boooooooooooooo....................

so easy to say
so hard to move them
so much of redundant talking
so. SHUT UP.