MY READS!

http://www.thestylerookie.com/

http://popcultureafternoon.blogspot.com/

http://www.fashiontoast.com/

http://thesartorialist.blogspot.com

http://www.chictopia.com

http://lookbook.nu

feel like studying Fashion after i graduate...

AUDI IS HAVING A FASHION SHOW HERE!

didn't quite catch the information though, i'll love to be there if i got the money.

the rain choose to come in the afternoon which is perfectly good because it cools down the hot afternoon. i wore a jean jacket i was so afraid i'll be boiled in it, thank goodness the rain came. the jacket keeps me warm instead.

my feet is so smelly that it is almost revolting and i am too lazy to move my ass up to wash. haaaa.

now a days when i see my FYP teammates my brain will auto switch on the FYP channel, my topics never seems to stray from FYP. i think i am overwhelmed with FYP anxiety that me-brain-just-can't-chill-out.

ahh~

i think my menses is coming. you know sometimes you can tell from some pre-signs. for me i'll either feel ever hungry, or ever hungry but after a few mouth of food i'll not want to eat anymore. or i'll get random feeling of disgust, or feeling tired easily. the bloated stomach, a sudden pump up of my xiao long bao, i'll have water retention face for 24hr. i'll also have cramps and random contraction pain. this is one definite warning sign that Miss period is coming in a week time.

Zech told me that he is losing weight again and he is worried about it. i just look at him and i told him "i'll be very happy if i does!"  i feel really ashame of myself being a girl among the boys. most of them are skinner then me! :( they can eat a gallon of food yet still so skinny, but they balance it out with hours pumping muscles in the gym. unlike me, i eat a lot and unbalance it by sitting hours on the chair building fats on my lower body.
then here i am proofing myself right.

i am physically lazy but i am always mentally active picturing myself running, bouncing my obese butt and pork thigh.

yesterday i was at Bugis library working on my PD after FYP meeting. i openly commented one girl who got a malay-chinese mixed look, looks pretty and my friend ask if i am lesbian. -.- i was surprised that he ask me, yet on the other hand i think he just want to reconfirm. i rarely openly comment on any cute guys i see. not in school definitely, i hardly spot any! or rather, guys that dress in style are rarity in my school. i find that a guy who takes care of his look catches my attention. ;)

fashion is like a drug, it is addictive.

i haven't been flea-ing for so long. :(
it should be at least once in a month if i am working. i still remember when i was still working @789 i flea every alternate week in a month....

the thought of working is tiring enough.
alright, i am done chanting.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

KIASU BUFFET

Humdrum NOT

consequences for slacking through my year 2 is catching up on me this year! because this is my last year suddenly i realize how much criteria i've not met.

1.  Portfolio Development (PD) i'm still working on the first project out of the 8.
2. FYP- final year project, currently very busy with...
3. completion of CE point (something like CCA points) which i still need 20 plus more to go.

we had FYP meeting almost everyday once we start the discussion. to the extend now i feel a little energy drain from the amount of research to do, worst part is when you can't seems to find what you want. disappointing much.

Portfolio how? :( 

that one i am even more disappointed to move on. second review for our PD is coming, i have to rush something out otherwise it'll be so embarrassing. 

My CE points i really don't know how to tackle it. i could go for CE talk but i'll feel oblige to sit in there. i feel that it is a waste of time. for the sake of graduation, i have to do it.

tired.

lola roll day

good bye.

i wanna be a billionaire so freaking bad  

overslept today and have 2 day off from school. i only woke up at 10.30am figure out by the time i get prepared and made it to school. i'll probably sit for 1hour and homed so i decided to make my day home useful.


my day at home is well spent, not really efficient but at least i got some stuff checked. i made a very ambitious To-do-list which i named 'Thursday Overslept To-do-list'. i listed 8 things to be done. 3 very important stuffs and 5 not really important stuff.


Here is the list:

1.  FYP research
2.  do my PD 
3. study the graphic book i borrowed
4. fold my clothes
5. spare time, complete reading my book
6. take picture of my sneaker, sell it, send them to kc
7. blog :)
8. hang the laundry :(

highlighted ones are the most important ones and those strike off ones are the ones i managed to accomplished. 

yesterday i was very angry. let's call this guy Aid, i had enough of him setting us (Vin and i) as a scapegoat for him. i got a ear full of scream from Yusop because of Aid irresponsibility, when i am not even at fault! the worst thing is he get away from it by sending us forth to bare the consequences!!!

i had no choice but to left my FYP meeting and go home to get my hard disk and travel down to Tanjong pagar and pass the videos to Yusop. My anger faded turn into fear. i was scared to go there alone and get another round of lashing from Yusop.  i was so very glad that Vin changed his check up appointment and went down with me. Unlike Aid he got away with some excuses again, cos his is so important that he can't leave. i was further lighten up on my way there knowing i won't be alone. whewwwww.

we were taken aback when of one the TA guy met us outside and the first thing he did was to apologize to us on behalf of Yusop! he was kind of like on our side, he even spoke up for me. He was understanding enough that he knew it wasn't my fault at all, and i shouldn't even get the scolding. i feel so justified when he said that. 

Yusop did came out at one point of time but was being signaled away by the guy, in a gesture that say 'i'll talk to them'. he felt unjustified for us because he know we aren't the ones to be blame. i didn't manage to get his name since the first day so the nameless guy here i am referring to, is Him, Him who helped us. hahaha.

*in the entire context WE refer only to Vin & i* 

oh the well, this collaboration thing have ended rather unpleasantly, thanks to Aid. time to sleep now or i'll miss school again tomorrow.

good day guys

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Oh Sunday

suppose to be in church at 10am today,

woke up at 10

suppose to meet my friends at 12pm today 

i woke up at 12.

is one of my primary school friend birthday we had a short lunch celebration with him before he need to go home to pack his stuff to book into camp tonight and to meet his parents for dinner. the rest of us wandered around Bugis for awhile before the rest went home. i met my sister, niece and mum for part 2 in Bugis.

i had a overdose of Alive bars (5/6 bars) and regret the 4 chocolate i took later in the night. i only took the chocolates because my sis insisted me too. now my throat hurts....................................... we girls often regret on the food we eat when we think about the 'Fat' factor. tsk.

shat, i just remember i haven't do my Rj for last friday! SHAT!

feeling kinda grumpy/ moody today. didn't feel like talking much. my throat seems to dry up so fast no matter how much water i drown. ahhhhhhhhh fish pond fish stick FISH!

anyway Apple Toffee Cider is nice. you should try it!

Feeling extremely tired today

but i am still awake at this hour surfing lookbook.

on my home today i met this classmate Ben on the bus, we are in the same team for today. all of us have been teasing him the whole time. he is this little nerd boy who talks a little too much, and i can see his effort in creating 'jokes'. on the later part of the day, i got too tired- suddenly, mind drifting away and ready to black out any time during presentation. today's module is called "Persuasion" what the HUH man. all about talking-it-out. i hate this kind of module.i rather get involve on building a model, designing some stuff etc....

owtta wells~~~~~~~~~

back on Ben, he is one boy that i thought is intriguing to me. disclaimer: not that i like him! just find him interesting. he'd been looking at Rolex website and even youtub-ing it, then found out that gold watch he's wearing, is, actually Rolex, won at a Chess competition.

it got me more interested you see. judging the book by the cover, the nerd book cover,a nerd rich undercover! before i know he got the watch from a competition i thought he is some rich boy. i scan his outfit, which um speaks nothing like what a rich will wear? on the other hand, he could be too, the humble rich in disguise in cheap clothes. hahahaa.

aiyah, latter in the conversation he shared that he is a professional chess player, a National professional one okay. he started playing chess when he is 4! self driven passion he said without any coach. now he himself is a coach earning $30-$50 an hour dude!

i planned to get into a deep sleep on the bus, good thing i met him and kept me interested. hahaha. he only shared so much was because i fired question at him like a paparazzi. hahaha.

very impressive don't you think? not my firing questions skills at him, i meant Ben success at his age. i am if you're not. i belittled this boy ability. hohohoho. shame on me. he seems a little bit shy, some Courage and Self Confident jab will be good. not to forget some make over, he'll look good. didn't dare to use the word 'handsome' cos he got the really little primary school boy look. haaaaaaaaaaaaa.

i am interested in Arts, my passion may be for the Arts but i am not self driven at the age 4 to get myself expose taking part in competition all over the world getting recognition in any way. ahhhh. some self reflection i evaluated after he alighted before i fall into a deep deep sleep till i reach interchange.

oh hear the thunder roar, yessssss rain tonight. i like.

2 days of my new class so far is A-Okay. the atmosphere is kinda stale, not much laughter or chatters. only soft discussion within groups. i believe Time will rise up the clowns and dwarfs will join and soon my class will be like a circus soon. i hopeeeeeeeeee, so class will seems more interesting ;)

good day fellas.

random: i suddenly remember the name i used to call Felicia, Licia and she will call me Lihua.

HELLO HOMERS!

home from polyclinic. the first thing my mum can tell me is " there is a batch of washed laundry behind, hanged them" as curt as that she put. normally i play a deaf ear, hate it when she told me off like that when my sister is sitting next to her eating while watching tv! why must i be the one to do when i just came back and sister can sit there and watch tv?! ridiculous!

shat, i lost my thoughts of what i want to blog.

oh my visit to the polyclinic of course! ha. this lady took my blood pressure test for me and i currently weigh 59.4 kg, standing at 1.63m, BMI 22.4 kg/m. (they all in decimal ok, this shows its accuracy.) i wasn't really shock that i'm weighing at 59 now. this just confirm that the weighing machine i had at home is spoiled. for the past few days i thought i only weigh 57!

sightttttt.
long long long sighhhhhhhhhhhhhttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt........................................

i thought i am only 2kg away to my small tagert 55, now i got to lose 4.4kg to be exact.

after 3 long hours of sitting it was finally my turn for consultation and i know why each patient took so long because apparently the lady doctor is not familiar with  the programme. i don't think her being elderly (judging from her lose skin on her bonny face) she is probably new.

i got no much compliant except a tinny bit on the bill. freaking $70 dollars was only expecting a 50. being an adult (socially) is such an expense. inwardly i think i am still a kid. maybe is because my mum is still constantly nagging on me to do this and that, pack my room and constant reminders of my appointment- if i had any.

sometimes i feel my mum is the reason that makes me rebel. like the more she ask me to do this this this, the more i don't want too. i don't know, there is just some 'pride' inside me that i just want to retaliate then flow with it.

when i am left alone at home, i realise i actually do, do stuff on my own accord. like i'll suddenly pack up my messy table. see! i am automobile when i am left alone. haaaa. but it only comes after a long procrastination.

yooooooooooo check out my new colour! is like a copper blonde but i don't like to call it blonde. ash copper  is nicer :) because i don't want a blonde so don't too be too quick to call me a 'blonde wannabe ' or such. i wanted grey actually. i let my hairdresser choose the colour for me, i just let him do whatever he want. even the hair style he made almost all the decision. all i do is to Trust him.

first i bleached my yellow to yellowish blond, then i had 2 shades of high light and finally my base colour. i like how the high light blends. the only concern now is in the few months time, my black hair will be grown out.

i like the colour nonetheless, i know how you people will react when you see it. expecting a 'eek' 'aiyo' expression. is okay dearies, as long as i like i don't care about the respond.

this is a sudden huge change. from my dark black hair to something of the totally opposite you'll learn to adapt to it and Get-Use-To-It same do i. i need to get comfortable with my new hair colour too. the previous hair when i first get it done, i am not used to the red either. time will do the change.

yesterday at the salon this girl 22 (because she said so) beside was brands talking with my hairdresser. the whole conversation started when the hairdresser ask her to remove her Chanel diamond studded earring. i assume they are real because she claimed so. they talked about Chanel i don't know what series after series, say Gucci has the worst leather stuff but beautiful patent bags. talked about her mum buying her branded. Namely Chanel, Gucci and Hermes. WOWed, i just sat there listening while pretending to flip my magazine.

some part of me feel incompetent because i can't afford to buy brands, and the knowledge & updates they have about the brands makes me feel shallow. i look at myself my entire outfit are cheap deals from flea market. in spite i love what i'm wearing a great deal alright!

it makes me question will i one day be obsessed with brands? i know how those beautiful bags look in the glossy page, well some looks ug ahem.. ugly. maybe next time when i'm out in the working world, i'll eat my words back.

i'll become a mad career women that sore for perfection in my work and physical outlook owning branded like the other socialites. collections after collection i will lay my hand on them. HAHAHAHAA.

keep dreaming Olihua, make it come to life please.

April Fool's day

well, today is the fool's day. so happy you foolssssss. hahahaha

yesterday some of friends were sharing their experience from Brisbane, is a learning trip for all DNM students. i wanted to go tooooooo, money not enough so i didn't go. well..back to their sharing. their sharing, above all the fun they have there, all the picturesque places they visited, the many towering and voluptuous women they seen, the school even gave them 200 Aussies dollar to spend which all makes me very envied of.

above all the positive there is one negative touring in a foreign country (esp the ang moh's ground). they came almost close to get into a assault with this group of thugs while roaming around during their free time. you know, they are all about "this is a free speech country", this one thug just go "f* you Asian". my friends obviously is not up to match just by the physique so the best solution was to walked away-humiliated. hahahahhaa! it makes me laugh but is true. even when i ask him how about the 'chicks' there? he said they are all 'big breast' and way way way too tall, though he admit it is quite 'exciting' at first but just get sick of it. He, still prefer the Asian girls. HAHAHAHHAAHA!

racism is quite a bad thing there i guess. my friend also share with me about his friend, this Malay girl who is pursuing her degree there- someone threw a rotten egg at her when she walking on the street. gasp! i do want to further my studies oversea too, but i don't want to outcast and being bullied there. fully aware that i look truly Asian, flat nose small eye and petite ( in comparison to the Caucasian). i am sure i'll be the easy an target on the street. *GULP* swallow hard.

i think i can't get into the local U and i feel i won't get anywhere EXTRAordinary apart from the cert? i always fancy street art eg: Graffiti-which is not legal here. you may say Skate Park, i thought that was the only place where graffiti is legal till a friend told me otherwise? i don't know, nothing seems legal here. we (Singapore) are pretty 'conservative' in a way? yes? no?

i really want/ wish to get a hands on one day. drawing out the design on paper is entirely different when you spray it. oversea studies seems more daring and liberal there (in terms of their artistic manner). at least this is how i perceive it.

till then
goody oody foollie day :)