AUDI IS HAVING A FASHION SHOW HERE!

didn't quite catch the information though, i'll love to be there if i got the money.

the rain choose to come in the afternoon which is perfectly good because it cools down the hot afternoon. i wore a jean jacket i was so afraid i'll be boiled in it, thank goodness the rain came. the jacket keeps me warm instead.

my feet is so smelly that it is almost revolting and i am too lazy to move my ass up to wash. haaaa.

now a days when i see my FYP teammates my brain will auto switch on the FYP channel, my topics never seems to stray from FYP. i think i am overwhelmed with FYP anxiety that me-brain-just-can't-chill-out.

ahh~

i think my menses is coming. you know sometimes you can tell from some pre-signs. for me i'll either feel ever hungry, or ever hungry but after a few mouth of food i'll not want to eat anymore. or i'll get random feeling of disgust, or feeling tired easily. the bloated stomach, a sudden pump up of my xiao long bao, i'll have water retention face for 24hr. i'll also have cramps and random contraction pain. this is one definite warning sign that Miss period is coming in a week time.

Zech told me that he is losing weight again and he is worried about it. i just look at him and i told him "i'll be very happy if i does!"  i feel really ashame of myself being a girl among the boys. most of them are skinner then me! :( they can eat a gallon of food yet still so skinny, but they balance it out with hours pumping muscles in the gym. unlike me, i eat a lot and unbalance it by sitting hours on the chair building fats on my lower body.
then here i am proofing myself right.

i am physically lazy but i am always mentally active picturing myself running, bouncing my obese butt and pork thigh.

yesterday i was at Bugis library working on my PD after FYP meeting. i openly commented one girl who got a malay-chinese mixed look, looks pretty and my friend ask if i am lesbian. -.- i was surprised that he ask me, yet on the other hand i think he just want to reconfirm. i rarely openly comment on any cute guys i see. not in school definitely, i hardly spot any! or rather, guys that dress in style are rarity in my school. i find that a guy who takes care of his look catches my attention. ;)

fashion is like a drug, it is addictive.

i haven't been flea-ing for so long. :(
it should be at least once in a month if i am working. i still remember when i was still working @789 i flea every alternate week in a month....

the thought of working is tiring enough.
alright, i am done chanting.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.