yesterday i was late for work AGAIN. yes. is the word AGAIN, my 4th time i think. i only remember my 2nd and 3rd time i was late for an hour and yesterday was 40min. (ok,it doesn't matter. no matter how late, i am still late.) i seriously have some punctuality problem...or maybe is time management problem? (all my friends nods their heads)

of course when i reached my work place, the manager face is totally BLACK. her name is Linn. she ignores me when i ask her something and give that rolling eye thing. all the ladies manager there have some serious attitude problem. they have higher expectations from you, high demands. the busiest time in the shop is the dinner time. Linn was put to coach me to do the main runner. the kitchen staff out the food so fast before i can deliver the previous batch. so the was a little congestion at the hatch. Linn wanted me to carry 4 pan in one shot. but when i told her i can't, she gave me a very pissed off face. working with Linn is very stressful, and always pulling my spirit down.

i want to quit i want to quit i wan to quit....i keep chanting this inside me.

i think God must have notice my disappointment, he sent Rick (another manger) to cheer me up. he came over abruptly and ask if i am ok and told me Linn is like that...blah blah blah.

its funny, as i said yesterday was my 4th time being late. Linn wanted to issue me the warning letter and it will disqualify me from any bonuses. But Rick stop her and instead, he give me one more chance. i thought i could use the warning letter as a chance for me to quit. I'll just late for one more time and they will fire me.

working with Linn and Maricar (another lady manger) had been very unpleasant. whereas working with Rick and Ranald is more fun.
in fish and co, the ladies manger are devil and the guys manager are angel.

has God answered my prayer already? is He asking me to stay? but i WANT to quit....its so contradict...i am confuse...