Oh my Olihua

just check my GPA for my last sem, that is the most disgusting score ever! olihua ah olihua, my lateness is reflected badly in my grades. :(

tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk tsk

argghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

i've known this and could have done something to my puncuality........................................................................................................

Regret is the worst feeling ever!

Today

met my Skyway for our instructors' class

and night, we celebrate this month brithday babies :)

which surprisingly they throw in a belated birhtday celebration for me too!

thank you guys :D

now ready for the whinninggggg...

are you ready?

GOOD! read on

I CAN'T SUCK IN MY CHEEK NOW

BECAUSE IF I DO, THOSE FATTY CHEEK I SUCK IN

WILL TRIGGER THE SOUR PAIN SENSATION

IN MY WISDOM TOOTH

I CAN'T REALLY EAT HARD STUFF EITHER

CAN LA, BUT MUST BE CAREFUL WHEN I DO....

THIS MORNING I HAD NATURE VALLEY (granola bar)

ONE OF THE HARD CHUNK TUMBLE TO THE BACK

AND I BITE ON IT IN MY WISDOM TOOTH

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PAAAAAAAAAIIIIINNNNNNNNNNN!

This Wisdom Tooth Are Very Wise Indeed.

He Is The Wise Man Of Slow Torture.

i am done.

now i must sleep because church tomorrow morning!

good good day people

i love you

bye.

I got a WISDOM TOOTH!

back when i'm a kid, i thought wisdom tooth were only for the brainy ones. now i take this and comfort myself that i am finally having a wisdom tooth because i am growing too smart up there and my ever expanding wisdom need to show it out. HA.

right...

deep inside, i really din want a Wisdom tooth. apart from the pain...i am thinking about the cost to pluck it out. Jing told me it will be around 500-700. i wonder who is going to pay for me?

i really want to get a new phone.

i had the entire $4 worth of rojak to myself for dinner.

i think holiday is good because it wind down the speed and makes you reflect on the minor, major and overlooked issues/ things/ people, EVERYTHING that you have miss out on the normal days.

i knew i will not regret going cell all the time. frankly, there comes a time when i don't feel like going... yet every time i enjoyed my time there. be it big or small, i enjoy it all! :) especially for my cell- a uni sex. during worship session it feels like a mini choir, all the girls there can sing and it sounded nice. one way or another, God speak to me in many ways. tonight is through the one worship song we sang and physically me being there.

i want to further my studies overseas! By God grace, i pray He will see me through my financial and bless me there.

i wonder how is it like to be away from home in a foregin country for years? i wonder what kind of food will i be eating? will i cook or junk when i'm hungry? will i become skinner or fatter there? i wonder how will i survive there?

wow. now i can't wait to go! oh and and and being overseas let say Australia there will be four seasons! how exciting that will be waking up in the morning one say and see the whole earth cover in white!

WOW!

on the down side i got to make new friends, i don't want to stuck up in my room the entire time and turn into a nerd. haha

this is a post with other randoms with it.
cheers fella
good day.
:)

My Current Wallpaper

Give some thoughts?

i was reading through Rozz's blog, and came upon this entry on Friendship. it makes me think about A Group of Friendship that i felt have been.... forgotten? i don't know if everyone is choosing to close one eye and choose to move on. Me, on the other hand can't just sweep everything under the carpet and  walk over it.

i know i've talk over it many times with a friend that care. still... it've been bothering me many times over.

"friendship is a two way street. and im sorry to break it to you but it requires ALOT OF EFFORT. its NOT the sort of thing you brush aside when you have a boyfriend/girlfriend and then crawl back to when you experience a breakup. although friends SHOULD be there for you no matter what, you shouldnt be takin that privilege for granted. i cannot cannot stand people who are attached at the hip to their partners/spouses. HELLO. get your individuality back."

-quote from Rozz blog

it remind me of the statement she question me. " i think you got issue with the ones with boyfriend". the answer is no, i am not. i am talking about friendship. it is sad when your friends get attached and all of a sudden you get shove aside yall know.

it will always be easy to say something in a fit of anger....probably regretting after that. no, that is not what i intended. while.... i don't want to abuse the 2 words "forget it", because it don't solve things it comprises the issues more. which makes me feel even more suffocated inside.....

*let out a big sight....*

my religious tell me to forgive like the Flanders family in Simpson. alright i shall then.

cheers people, i like what Rozz said "Get you individuality back".

ps:/ read this with an open mind people, give some thoughts to the quote?

A view from camera view finder.

3 new edited photo added. check it out

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Sulking a little, Pouting a little...

arghhhhh, my friend on random reminded me one of my oh-so-inappropriated dressing on CNY. rights, i thought my gees wasn't so obvious... obviously not! my sheer slut short hem line dress, she through it all. ARGH! i swear i'll not wear those gees agian, esp when i'm out with her... :(  (they aren't comfortable anyway...)

goshhhh, how should i describe how i'm feeling right now? quite embarrass, quite ashame of myself for choosing that dress to wear on CNY. she is a friend that i am not really close with... she is someone i think not very good to keep my secret with. especially this gawking situation.... i don't think she'll ever forget... what i;m afraid more now is that she'll spill it to the boys... great. more teasing to expect.

why olihua why... why do i always have such embarrassing moments? whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy? she remind me of yolanda.

so embarrassing.... tsk. i am actually blushing.....

*ssssssssssssssssssiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiigggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhtttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt*

Monthly Crap

this is the only time i want to be a guy. this month crap contraction is so bad, i feel like a pregnant lady. feel so crappy, and i look like crap today.

i have been using Gatsby ever since i got a change in my hairstyle. my hair fall began to worry me a lot lately, especially those hair around the crown area ( where i pile most of the wax on). i fee like i am getting balding soon! so now, as much as possible i try not to wax my hair. i want them to breathe and grow healthy again.

so much so, i still prefer the look after i style up my hair. without styling, my hair look like crap. the 2 shades highlight have now decolorize. my hair look totally unkempt which irritates me a lot. arghhhhh. i want to get it re highlight again maybe, thinking of changing a hairstyle again. will consult my hairstylist then.

by the way, i highly suspect Gatsby is to be blame for my drama hair fall. i read up some forum and some guys in there share the same plight. i don't think i will condemn all hair wax, but for the sake of my hair & vain, i'll invest on a more expensive ones. :(

-because, seriously, my current hairstyle without styling- is crap.

i know, high maintenance... my hairstylist have warn me on the day when i got the change.

Thursday

i picked up a book from the library recently. i know, after so long i am reading again. it is weird that sometimes books makes me drowsy yet some books kept me captivated and wanting to finish it. if you are wondering what i'm reading now- "The Names My Sister Call Me" a novel about family & love relationship. i like the feeling when i got suck into the storyline. where the words get so descriptive that makes me fantasies about the place and looks of the characters.

sometimes i even feel like i am in the character. this- i am reminded of one of my Module, Art of Story where we learn about 1st person view- where the story is being told by the narrator itself. eg: "i had an ice cream" instead of "Sally had an ice cream."

reading a book or flipping through a magazine, relax... is something i haven't been doing for very long. i think i have been too caught up feeling tired for too long. See, that is why human needs Holiday. this holiday i got plenty of time. everyday i wake up having no fixed routine in plan, at the beginning of school break i wasn't accustom to it. now, heck, wake up as late as 4pm everyday, eat, slack, eat and ya, get fat. pretty comfortable in it ;)

but no, i must stop the eating parting, major snacking to be accurate. i have gain enough weight over the years.

oh people! this sat is another round of Tanglin Flea Bazaar! lots of cheap digging! guarantee you'll find something you like if you are willing to DIG! from 3-9pm, go or you'll wait for another 2 weeks.

aites, good day, bye.

Bored, Unfruitful  

Purple Wed-Nes-Day

my matching purple earring and purple top. TEEHEE~

have been in the school lab for the past 3 days to do the post production.

i am still in the lab now @ 9.17pm.

disappointedly, the iMac fail us again!

the school just upgraded the Mac with Snow leopard 

and screw up all the programme in the com.

Mac is suppose to double the speed of the normal com

but the blood-it Mac take almost 3hrs to export 1 video!

3/4 of the day gone.

now waiting for the 2nd video to get exported.

another wasted day waiting for the video to be exported

so i can do the editing in my com instead.

in between the time, i could have spend it more productively

instead, i watch "I LOVE YOU MAN"

eat chicken chop with mashed potato with crisp veg with generous mayo and lemoned chillie sacue.

then the rest of the time i spend in lab serving the net.

oh, i finally met with my PD advisor.

haaaaaa.

it wasn't that scary after all.

i keep imagining him scolding me and giving a lecture when i told him

"i did nothing so far...."

but no, he told me i don't have to feel so stress over the PD actually.

do something simpler, like re-design a advertisement, 

or a magazine spread.

play with the typography, he hint me.

that-is-all!

that is all he said, in total i need to come up with 5-8 work in my PD in order to pass.

waaaaaaaaaa, do you know how those advise lighten me up?

i have been stressing all before that on what to do.

feeling so shitty when i got stuck on the illustrator because i don't understand the tutorial.

in the end, all the PD require is something so simple.

they just want to see a various of works, don't have to be the fancy kind.

just enough to show that you are capable in using the different programme....

i figure out staying Out of home is good.

1st- it takes my mind away from snacking as and when i feel like it.

2nd- it keeps me more happy without my mum constant rant.

her daily rants makes me depress!

i figure that she need to scream it out somehow.

bottling inside her will soon turn her whole head white earlier then it should.

on top of that, it is unhealthy.

but sorry mum, i am not your douche bag.

i can't take it.

it makes me loss hair and go kuku~!

aites.

good day.

sign off @ 9.48pm 

in the lab

The Billion Dollar Qns

" Why did you shave your hair?"

because i like.

whenever i came back from my Popo's house i'll always be overfed, never underfed.

by the way, that is her motto. ;)

i wore a high waisted pants out today, and the elastic band around the pant have dissected my fats into 2 squeezing most of the fats to the bottom. damn -.-

(this will only happen to fat people.)

church today is kinda confusing, with 2 language flying in the hall at the same time because there is a translator and a foreign preacher. G12 is going to be as confusing and hypnotizing.

rain rain, rain the whole day. sunday have been tiring. why? maybe because i slept last night and woke up early today. *shrug*

tomorrow is monday and kids will return to school and i, return to school as well for the post production. *yea i'm so happy that my toes hi-5*

good day my fella~

I'm like a mother of 2 kids today

my mum would call it a family day, but i'll say it was like a mother's day because, i'm out with my mom and in tow of 2 kids (my nieces). one is still a infant (Verlize) another young and full of energy ( Chevelle).

my mom and i took turn to carry the infant which we carry it using a batik that sling across our chest. whenever i carry Verlize i get curious look from the passer by. they might think i am some "chao ah lian" that got pregnant and become a young mother. who knows? HA! i got my eye liner on in tees and shorts (NOT ULTRA SHORTS) and flops. sound like some stereotype ah lian look already huh? well, one thing good is that when i board the bus people gave way to me and i got seat on the bus! :)

today had been an experience being 'A Day Mother'. going out with my mother is quite frustrating, cos she can't stop nagginggggggg and we'll end up bickering. i can't really talk now because i strain my vocal cords from raising my voice too-many-times. mostly from yelling at Chevelle. yelling- seems a bit too harsh, well more like lecturing her.

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@ work yesterday.
things got lighten up towards closing. everyone was more smiley and chatty. which is good, i like :) all thanks to this young couple who got high on alcohol and make out outside the toilet that become a topic among us. my friend came out from the toilet and threw a tissue at them and they still continue making out, to the extent that the guy had lifted up her shirt revealing her bra. but they didn't care.

they were pretty cheeky sneaky. they came in a group of four, they make out when the other friends weren't around and stop once they are back. it was like a free show for everyone, we just stood there and watch them kissy kissy for a very long long time. i guess alcohol make you feel like you're in France. (get the joke?)

oh, and i think i'm not the only one who HATE the bar manager! yesterday some senior staffs were bitching about him for lazing around the entire day not doing anything! HA! do you know how happy when i heard that? that shows that he got a 'hate group fan page' and i'm in!!!!! WAHAHAHAHHAHAHA.

Yesterday he came to me and ask me about the guest dj for the night. "i don't know" was my reply and he siad, "if i were to fire someone, you'll be the first i'll fire." he particularly like to come to me and test me anything from 'what is the house pour' to 'cover charge' to guest dj' to anything! once i failed to answer he will never fail to threaten to fire me. don't worry man, i'm leaving once i found another job. i hate this place as much as i hate you.

he never gain my respect since the day i work. he is freaking MANAGER, but i never see him work. i wonder if he went to bed with the boss or drug him. ptff! thank God that the people there aren't blind to see that this freaking Bar Manager do nothing then just lazing and bossing people around. if only the boss can see that... the world will change.

Enough of donkeys and hee horrr

OLIHUA!!!!! what are you going to do for your PD?!!!!!!!!!!

i want to do graphic design for advertisement, the question is- "which/ what advertisement? for who?" 

i wasted so much time each day doing nothing.

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Hey friends! you can actually do me some help

by ASKING ME TO DESIGN SOMETHING FOR YOU!!!!

A) poster

B) laptop skin

C) wallpaper

D) iphone cover

E) iphone wallpaper

F) cards

G) prints

i do filming & photography as well

so if you need a photographer you can ASK ME!

or you have a story in mind, and you want to film it out

you can ASK ME!

since it is your story line, you do the directing, i'll do the filming ;)

just ask me

anything!!!!!!!

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Here is what i ze foundz today

this coloured rings are gift from my grandmother! awesome cute~ it was an impromptu trip to grandma's house. i was hoping to source some vintage old buttons from grandma's buttons collection. sadly, many were thrown or given away. still, the trip is worth it, cos i got thiz ringzx!!!!

Budget buy, very good buy

in the past few days, i've been to 1 Flea Bazzar and visited one of the Thrift store. guess what i found? i got a blazer for only $1 and another blazer with big bling gem buttons and fringed hem line blazer for only $5? awesome find, awesome buy! i got myself 2 pastel coloured high high waist pants in blue and purple. i love it :)

flipped through the magazine and found a look that i want to try out. something like a quarter folded up jean/ pant with pointed-toe heel and ankle sock. HA. i want to try this look. the top, maybe with a blazer, or a spag? i thought pairing with a suspender would look fun too. but too bad, i don't have one, i'll see about that :) cheese~

unlike the pass flea that i've been to, these flea they mainly sell 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 10th hand items. you can find stuff that look like it have been hiding in your grandma closet. best of all, they are real damn cheap! the first Bazzar i spend only $9 and i bought 2 accessories, 3 blazer 2 pants, 1 purse, 1 old jean and a hat.

the past fleas (selling mainly Blogshop stuff) that i went on an average i spend about $120 in one flea, with about 12 items. to break it down, one item is about $10. more fashionable, more design stuff compare to Bazzar and Thrift store. then again, it is more surprising to shop in Bazzar and Thrif store :)

ohhh yea, yesterday i also bought some gems & buttons for DIY. :) pictures once done ;)

I refuse to be understanding

at this point of time i am not sure who am i more angry with.

my mom or sister (elder)

for the entire afternoon, i was left alone to take care of my 2 niece.

one only a month old, another is about 1 and 1/2 year old.

the one month baby couldn't stop crying.

i cannot settle her down, and i don't know what is wrong?!

at my age now, i really can't take all this nonsense. 

i have no choice but to help to look after them.

my mom left me home with this 2 nonsense because she told me she need to pick up her specs.

ok.

i thought that would be a fast trip.

in the end, she went for some relaxation herself

and she just came back!

do you know how helpless i felt?

the baby's endless cries makes me insane!

on another hand, i thought my mom also deserve some break. 

she have been working 7 days straight without any break.

then again. she did something that i really disagreed on.

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so i blamed everything on my sister.

she bloody give birth to 2 when i feel that she is not ready to become a mother!

many times i argued with her over this responsibility issue.

fart this shit man.

they are her child. her responsibility, not ours.

not my mom, and definitely not mine is bloody hers!

she bloody put her child here and put all responsibility to mom- to take care, raise and do most of the discipline.

seriously, when i look at her i can tell that she still want her single hood freedom. 

she is not ready to take the responsibility to raise her kids!

then don't give birth to so many when you are not ready to take up the role of a Mother!

i am sorry, but at this stage of my life right now. i got no patients with kids. 

i want my own time, space to do MY stuff. 

in a simpler term, i'm being very selfish right now.

leave me out with all this family responsibility thingy.

i am not interested in setting up a family at my age right now.

career come first.

fart fish fat. 

i think my sister is solely to be blame. 

if not for her child, my mom and i would be having our own time.

none of us will be exhausted from taking care of the 2 tods nonsense.

aaaaaaaghghgggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg,.

i know my days will come when i'm a mother myself.

definitely i will feel equally lost being a mother. 

but whatever it is, i'll make sure everything else is secure before i'm prepared to have a family.

my arm muscles are aching

from working in banquet. 

my sister is serious about going to Thailand and Phuket in May and June and she ask if i want to come along. of course i want! since last year she told me she is going to Thailand, I've been waiting for it. the only problem now is that i've spent the money away, need to find a way to re-save up for it...

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i lost a set of to my drawer's key where i keep all my little stuff and i can't find them. so zxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzx piss.

yesterday at work, there was this couple- an uncle and zxzxzxzzxzx ah lian. her ah lian snub attitude makes me boil. maybe she hooked up with some rich uncle, that does not mean she is rich. i don't like the arrogant manner when she speak. FYI, respect comes when you first respect the person. i've serve the real 'ATAS' lady before. they don't snob around like one big ass. they ASK for it and always 'please' and 'thank you'.

gosh!. i feel like i'm teaching my niece some manners. i hate serving those ignorant people who likes to THINK that they are some big shot. sluts that are like mosquito that feeds on dirt old rich men. irritating, disgusting, and makes you want to smack them.