Monthly Crap

this is the only time i want to be a guy. this month crap contraction is so bad, i feel like a pregnant lady. feel so crappy, and i look like crap today.

i have been using Gatsby ever since i got a change in my hairstyle. my hair fall began to worry me a lot lately, especially those hair around the crown area ( where i pile most of the wax on). i fee like i am getting balding soon! so now, as much as possible i try not to wax my hair. i want them to breathe and grow healthy again.

so much so, i still prefer the look after i style up my hair. without styling, my hair look like crap. the 2 shades highlight have now decolorize. my hair look totally unkempt which irritates me a lot. arghhhhh. i want to get it re highlight again maybe, thinking of changing a hairstyle again. will consult my hairstylist then.

by the way, i highly suspect Gatsby is to be blame for my drama hair fall. i read up some forum and some guys in there share the same plight. i don't think i will condemn all hair wax, but for the sake of my hair & vain, i'll invest on a more expensive ones. :(

-because, seriously, my current hairstyle without styling- is crap.

i know, high maintenance... my hairstylist have warn me on the day when i got the change.