2010 CNY day 1

agree with me, do you find Chinese New Year is getting more silent each year? the decoration on the streets looks lifeless, the atmosphere was dull. what happen? my father brought up a very good point, back when i was a kid, CNY was much more joyous like you can feel it in the air. unlike this morning it feels like a slow motion. like a old film being screen only black and white with no audio. get my point? IT IS TOO QUITE TO FEEL THAT TODAY IS A FESTIVE SEASON!

end the whole CNY today feeling tired, could be the weather that makes people head spin a little. could be the little upset economics that contribute to the dull atmosphere. anyhow, i just argued with my elder sister regarding some Responsibility issue when i am the one with no Responsibility.

now i am an aunt of 2 niece, my sister gave birth to her 2nd child 2 days after my birthday on 4 Feb. in the normal situation, when the 2nd child is out the first child will suddenly deprived of attention. Chevelle was no exception. her tantrum is so bad, she makes nonsense cries first thing she wakes up and more nonsense cries before she sleep. all this nonsense sometimes brings me headache, cause you just don't what she wants and i bet she don't know what she wants either. she just wants to make nonsense cries.

my sister is doing her confinement in my house, and my mum is the busiest woman. anyone wants to complain, she should be the first. i have been very preoccupied with my world that i shut away from the others- almost entirely everything related to house chores or being a good aunt.

hey, i lose my train of thoughts. something showing on the television now is distracting me.

next time then.
and the word i've looking for is 'subtle'.
this is just random.