*Whisper it*

MY MOM FINALLY GRANT ME A ROOM!

i am happy, but i don't want to get over excited

because i got a feeling this is only for a short term.

i spend my birthday this year in the liabrary rushing all my project and night,

i celebrated it with my family.

this week got too many hiccups which are not very pleasing.

one of it was my

screwed up my presentation on wed,

my amount of works presented is too little,

i think my faci was looking for quantity > quality.

considering my quality & quantity of work i have now,

is really way to sucky to graduate with it

i feel embarrass for myself.

sucks man.

i feel like changing a job.

when actually the underlying reason is

I DON'T EVEN FEEL LIKE WORKING AT ALL

work is exhausting.

those time, i could use to work on my school projects.

"i need more time and sleep.

i need more efficient day time, and good night sleep."

my reflection will never lie.

i look so tired all the time.

those ugly sunken eye bag is as disgusting as my grades.

i got more Red then Black.

which means, i got more late coming then punctual.

those grades for my elective class is the most disgusting and demoralising ones.

C D C D C C D D X D D F

so disgusting!

AHHHHHHH

if only i can Ctrl + X now

and Ctrl + V myself back when everything have calm down.

those ulcers in my mouth makes me not want to open my mouth

makes me not want to eat

makes me kinda moody

makes my face feel swollen

makes me mispronounce my words

makes me not even want to open my mouth.