BOMBARD

i realise those friends around me who work, we all share one thing in common. which is, whenever when we don't need to work, we just want to linger at home and have some PRIVATE TIME on our own. simply because we have been serving people all day and feel so drain. like you have been giving and not receiving anything back for yourself. like some kind of retreat or something.

i am going to rant a lot, feeling a little bombarded right now-

just home from cell, and i can't rest my mind from school work, my Portfolio and some other commitment that i have outside school. this new month of November i am only schedule to work 8 days in this entire month. i am rather thankful that i see more empty slots this month for me to sort things out.

life is a continuation, is not like when a new month came and your body shut down for a day and get all recharged and feeling new. I'm kinda having a hangover from the overwhelming October still. my body is still lack of rest. i wish i can go for a holiday soon, to rest my body, mind and soul from all this work load. i need a break from this busy chain.

i can't find the energy to start on my portfolio yet. shit, kc just reminded me about attachment. this is another big headache. my suck up school don't arrange attachment for us, we have to look for our own. arghhh....! SIAN AH. i am coming in late for school practically everyday, I'm like repeating my attitude in sem 1.... this way, i'll never find myself an attachment. OH NO!!!!!

crisis! crisis......!